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They say that ignorance is bliss and I have to think they're right. Well it is good to be informed and know who you can trust and not. Knowing can ruin your entire day, your perspective, cause you to hurt. In major situations I know I'd like to know if someone was screwing me over. But sometimes I'd rather just be left out, not have my happy bubble popped. My perspective turned upside down and cause me to question my happiness, my loyalties, who I should support. There is always grey area, I iust with I didn't know about it all the time

"There always comes a point in life when you've had enough and just have to let go of the things that keeps weighing you down no matter how convincing they seem, that you can't do without them, it's just a matter of time you'll surely get over it"

“When I discover who I am, I’ll be free.”

― Ralph Ellison



I don't know how I am and I think I struggle with that a lot, I want to be someone different but I am scared that I will fail, that I will be made fun of. I know I have to let that go but I struggle with it. I am getting better and for that I am happy. I just need to meet more people that are open and non judgy. I need to start going out and doing more stuff. Be more true to myself. One day I'll get there, I am sure of that.

"I love unmade beds. I love when people are drunk and when they're crying ─ and cannot be anything but honest in that moment. I love the look in people's eyes when they realize that they're in love. I love the way people look when they first wake up, when they'll be forgetting all their surroundings. I love the gasp that people take when their favourite character dies. I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds. I fall in love with people and their honest moments ─ all the time. I fall in love with their breakdowns and their smeared makeup. Honesty is just too beautiful to ever put into words."

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Dakotah
08:17 Mar 21 2016

This is beautiful. I like how you write and look forward to reading more entries.

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LeMaitre
21:20 Mar 21 2016

Eloquent and well spoken . Please, continue to write more.

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