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Within the darkness I lay sleeping, waking, ever watching.

For the darkness is my mask and disguise.

The darkness is my shroud, my protection.

The light is my death, and my curse forever out of my reach.

The light it blinds, and scorches, the darkness soothes my wounds.



I do not know what the day will bring other than pain and misery.

I know that in shadows I must remain, or die a brilliant death.

I remember when life was easier to live in the shadows and forget the day.

Now life is lived in the bright light of day, and I am wasting away.

I am tormented by what hides in the shadows along side me.

I fear what I see in those shadows, what is drawn to me because of that sight.



I know that sight is a gift, but what if that gift was something I want to return because it has given me nothing but grief.

Return from where you came and bother me no more, I do not want or need you, you hinder my life and my soul.

You turn me from my path, and lead me where I know I should not go, but I go there because you call me forth.



I no longer wish to live in the dark, for it gets lonely when all the souls I have to talk to are dead. I wish to feel the rain on my skin without seeing those who wish to be lead home or freed from their bonds.

I find at night I bare my soul. To live or die by another s hands. I find the light within is shrinking and darkness closes in. The "Will Of An Empress" is not easily broken, but it is managed.



The light of dawn is far to come, with the light of the stars shaded by clouds of endless rain. The rain which burns my skin and breaks down my walls.



The night brings life and challenges, but also deceit and strangers lurking in the darker shadows. Fear is something that comes in waves with the rain, for my sight is broken and shattered.



No longer with walls to protect me, no longer with a guiding hand do I walk. Longing to look back but afraid of what I will see waiting for me. I move forwards and onwards with a fear of what lies behind.