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I have been feeling distant as of late. Numb you could say. You see I am going through a little bit of a rough time to get my life in order. I always stay optimistic though. Even though I have less than 2 months to finish my GED, get a job where I am planning on moving to, finding a place once I do get on my feet as well. I always remember that there are people out there that have it far worse than I. So who am I to complain about small things like that. I find it hard to speak out when I feel like I am going to fall apart. I don't because I remember that one key factor. The person next to me may be having a way tougher time than I. So I just sit and smile and pretend that everything is okay. and really in the end, it usually is. All anyone really has to do is try their best to be positive. That's what a good friend of mine has been telling me this whole time and I only realize it while he is gone for a little bit. anyways, this is a journal and I guess your suppose to write down thoughts in this thing so these are my thoughts.



1. Life is hard, its not a cake walk sugar

2. Have a smile on your face even if its frowny on the inside

3. Stay strong, it will all turn out in the end...I know it will