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I miss you being here when I wake up

I miss your hand stroking my face

I miss you holding me while I slept

I miss seeing your smiling face

I can't let go of you

I thought I could but I really can't

My love for you is to great for me to just let go

I sit here in the dark waiting for you but you never come

I hold on to the hope that we will be one again

I can't stop the tears from flowing

I can't help but miss you so much it hurts

Lady athame sits on the table next to me waiting for her turn

Soon, my Lady, soon

I can no longer live without you

We will be together again, if only in Summerland

Can you see the love in my eyes when I look upon your face?

Can you feel the passion in my kiss?

I love you for who you are

I love the way you look at me when you think I don't notice

We will be together one day

Until then I fear I must let you go

It's clear that you don't know what you want

My only hope is that you will one day want me the way I want you

I will walk this earth alone until my goddess sees fit to bring you home

Just know that I love you now and always

I'll be waiting the rest of my life for you

I want my pain to go away

I want to stop hurting

I can't do this anymore

I can't be around you wanting you so much and not having you

So set me free from you

Let me be free from your gaze

Let me no longer fiend for your touch

It's driving me insane this constant desire

I burn for your touch

For your lips against mine

To feel you inside me

But you won't have me

I am not enough for you nor will I ever be

I'm good enough to give you head but not to fuck

So I'll be leaving you behimd

Moving on with my life

Trying to get over you

Shit happens then you die

Shit happens when you lie

You lose yourself, I lose my hold on you

I lose myself, yet you could care less

I wonder how much more I can take

I wonder if you'll be worth it in the end

Its so strange how one look from you makes me forget

Forget myself, forget I hate you, forget we will never be

Why won't you let me go?

Why can't I let you go?

What is it about you that makes me want you so?

Your eyes are my kryptonite and I can't break away

Your smile draws me in and warms my soul

You make the coldest heart feel warmth

I look at your lips and crave them on mine

I crave your body on top of mine

Release me, I beg of you

Set me free so I can have peace

Forever yours when you finally want me

Until then goodbye

I remain here waiting on you

Waiting on you to grace me with yourself

I wait and wait and you never come

Why do we play this game?

Out of all the fun things we could do, you chose this game

I'm tired of it and of you

I'm tired of you thinking you're better than me

Of you thinking you're so much smarter

I can let you in on a little secret right now

I've seen, heard, and done things that would give you nightmares

All in the name of survival my pet

I only allow you to believe you're so much more than I

I allowed it to give you that sense of self

But no longer will I allow it

So fuck you and the horse you rode in on

I'm done with you and so out of here

I'll leave you with a parting thought though

Maybe next time you'll treat people better and not be such a prick

Goodbye