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Every night it gets worse and worse

The argue between my family

So I cut

Ever time I get hurt by someone

I cut

Every time I get hit by my foster father

I cut

Everytime my mother overdoese on drugs and alchol

I cut

Everytime a piece of my heart breaks away

I cut

You see the marks om my arms as I walk by

You look in disgust but I don't care

You don't know what I go through

What weight I carry on my shoulders everyday

You think the marks on my arms is bad , it gets worse

When I was thirteen my foster mother came home high

and drunker than a skunk

You see she had me since I was a baby so I got use to it

Anyways she was mad because she couldn't get no credit

From her drug dealer and they had her too much

So she asked me "Do you love your mother?"

She know Idid

So she took me in a room

Put make up on my face, perfume on my body

And she let her drug dealer and his friends

COME UP IN THAT ROOM ,AND DO WHAT EVER THEY WANTED TO DO TO ME!

So tell me.....

Do you remember me now!?

I sit in my chair by the window seal

Staring out into the vast ocean

That goes on for miles

Tears run down my face

Because of my knowledge

of me being alone

The thought of spending the rest

of my life without you seemed unbarable

I could remember the softness of your skin

rubbing against mine

When we where lying in bed holding

each other tight

While the sun was coming up

And the fog melted away

I watched your eyes glissen

and your lips form a smile

And I only knew that you have

always been the one for me

I run my hand through my head

I look around the hut that I build

two years ago

When I washed uop to this god forsaken island

What kills me is the last time

I laid mine eyes on your brown eyes

was whene I told you goodbye

But I realize now that I was only saying goodbye to my heart

tO MY SOUL REASON FOR LIVING

So I just want to say

I'm sorry

I hear a beat,a pulse that seems

to be keeping rhythm with mine

As if it was one and not two

Like a dance upon the midnight dew

Between two souls in love

As they circle around keeping

their eyes only on each other

Their skin touches each others

Their hands holds each others

Finger intwindle

Holding on tight

Bodys are close

Like piece of puzzles

Every curved fitted into the other

The warmth that generated from

Them was like a maternal glow

She touches his face with her hands

When it comes to his lips he kisses it and says"

My heart will forever and always belong to you

For you are my love and my match

In every way

Your what keeps my body grounded

What keeps my mind from going everywhere

At once

And she replied"My love"