Man, I loved you like a brother, I really did. What your mother was going through, and how it impacted you and your father, i wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. That was worse then hell, and i stuck by your side. I picked up at 3am when you have your shotgun loaded and ready to say goodbye. I never sent you to voicemail, you were my brother! I loved you so much, and then you found some new friends Jessie. You started to ignore me, skip our game nights, because them drugs meant more. Man, i get why you did it. I get it. I never left your side until you ghosted my life. You just threw me away, for them drugs. I get what was going on was bad, but man, i loved you like a brother, and was there every step of the way. and what did all of this get you? I heard from our friend, you have to use a cream on your wrist to get the testosterone you need. Them opiads really messed you up, heard the family jewels dont work, cause the drugs. Man, all you had to do was pick up when i called, i could have saved you. but the drugs won, and i hate now all i have are memory's of my " brother ", and it hurts, who you were, and who you became.
Just thinking of an old " friend " today.
2 weeks and my daughter is born!
I got her 2 unicorn blankets.
2 panda bottles.
a multi layer bath tub.
and more....
I think im nesting worse than my wife.
is that possible?
Oh, i did get the wifey her fav wine for her bday,
and told her she can drink after she gives birth if the dr's clear it
Golden girls is on hulu.
This hurts....
But, i have to
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SoulMirror
17:15 Jan 17 2022
I’m sorry about your friend.