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Into the wee hours of the night, I find myself seeking a conforting light.

As tears of joy begin to roll down my cheek I gather myself for a distracting peek.

I take the photos out one by one and study each and every one the same as the one before, everything seems slow to a stop with heavy heart and mind torn, I envision a memory of a most enjoyed moment I had spent with them.

We may not be very far apart, that is just a painful thought, But sometimes things just come to be.

My heart also beats slow & painful in my chest when I see their faces with smiles and I have to remember all of the rest. Sometimes it seems that memories are all I have.

When I am with them I do my best not to cry, if only to be with them each day & night...Only then will this damndable, crippling pain fade away.

I dream of you at night, I ward off things of fright, listen well my precious things.

My heart hears what we never say.

Mommy loves you always my darling dears.

Soon-soon we'll all be near.

So sleep tight oh precious babes for soon it will be another day & we'll spend it together, come what may!

Thoughtfulness, trustworthyness, Loving, Honest & True, totally dependable through and through is exactly the friend I see in you.

When our paths crossed I could tell there was a connection between us two. Bound by no man, unstoppable and most capable of doing what it is you want to do.

Since our very first meet there has been a strong kinship between me & you.

Once, a very long time ago, we may have been two lost souls who collided in the heavens, to become True Friends for All time.

For you, all by yourself, have stolen a special place in my heart all of your own, Where I keep my friendships True Blue!

And for ever there it shall stay for eternity & a day, free from all interferrence it will always remain, for you, Victory, I claim!

You stole your way into my heart from the very start and foreverfriends the two of us shall be!

In thruth you are a Thief of Friendship so very honest-Pure & True....Such is that the Friendship I have in You!

The present moment in time,

as my eyes begin to open the meditation

period comes to an end.

I can not help but smile for I know these memories shall never cease to end,

and many new ones begin.

My medtaion is done and it can begin again, I know my journey's shall never end.



Everything I thought of and everything I'd seen - returned me to my youth & vigor, of days of being FREE.



Free to run or walk...through my Secret Garden.



My Secret Garden of thoughts & Memories.



Thoughts of many places & the endless faces I have seen and everthing else inbetween!

Sunlight gleams down through the trees,

Dew lays sparkling upon the grass,

People shuffle by on the narrow walk,

no one ever speaks except for an occassional hello, but with no eye contact.



Being there may make you feel a deep sadness,

Maybe even an overwhelming gladness,

The Garden of Stone is the final resting place for family & friends who have all since passed away.

Bright and Beautiful flowers decorate each grave,

Now to say your peace you need not be brave.



When you leave Do not cry for family is with family and all are among friends, they are felt in our Hearts & minds and forever there they shall be!