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I miz yous guyz. I has no computor, me phone allows me 2 put this. Commence anurism lol. I miss bullshitting with you guys for real though. You know who you are.

Trying, attempting, whatever one calls it. I'm just tired. I go to bed, wake up, leave, work, come home and repeat. Even on my days off are full of work. The life of a parent. My friends, have become, trite, one trick ponys'. New suggestions fall on ears of gamers, broke, not really sociable, and seemingly afraid of new things.



I go out solo, see people, but none interest me, none are capable of the conversations I desire. I'm not a fan of one nighters, but goddamnit it seems so appealing against waking up alone again. Then again, I refuse to fuck a drunk woman. I always ask myself, what the fuck is wrong with me. Neanderthals were killed by our ancestors so I can't claim that. I'm not a good person, WTF do I need a conscience for? How can I be me, when I don't know who I am?! I've searched, thought, brooded, cried, punched my way to this. Still no definitive answer. Maybe that's the sad truth, I am nothing really definitive. I don't want a definition, merely a guidline. Self doubt, and inward hatred, how I can never silence you. Fuck.... Guess I'm better off alone, how could I show true

affection for another, if I have none good towards myself.

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Sinora
10:38 Oct 20 2009

Guess you just answered your own question.

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keep wasting my time, can you please not bleed on my shirt if you're going to just damage yourself further? How much more time can be wasted with self loathing? Can you please just grow the fuck up?

In seven and a half hours, i'll be working, helping to stimiluate the economy, polute the earth, and create more waste. But i'll be doing something. You..... the whiney little punk living in a friends, or parents basement at the young age of 22 will be bitching about how people like you are discriminated against for jobs.



No, you just don't have work ethic, and your muscles probably succumbed to atrophy a long time ago. You have no actual real world skills other than scoffing at people, and saying the word noob. Congrats, you are the demigraphic that twitter, and facebook love. Useless, trite, drone, and willing to spend all your time on the internet.



EPIC FAIL!!!!



I'm only 23 btw, but I guess when you're raised by people who understand that good things come with sacrifice, hard work, and sometimes letting your pride go you've just learned to make your life better than others.

a horrible, tub girl, incestual, furry, emo japan kid, car accident filled with c4.





yeah, that about sums it up. Anyone have anything to add?

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Viridian
08:30 Oct 11 2009

Full of win and lulz?



Anonymous?



Tits or GTFO?

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deathnitegrl
17:08 Oct 27 2009

It is a useless site.

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When a drunken bum/ person comes up to you and mentions their love for jesus, or how jesus loves them then asks for money. You respond with the following.



A. I love buddha, can I have a gun?



B. I love Hindu, can you spare some beef ribs?



C. I love Muhammad, spare some fermented grapes? (note saying I love muhammad may be bad for your health if you're not saying it sarcastic enough)



D. I love my 12 wives, got some coffee?



E. Work will set me free, No money till you kill millions of jews!!!!



I'm tired now, and that last one was just wrong lol.

As humanity pacifies itself more and more each day I realize that free thought is 95% stolen thought. Not saying that borrowing an idea to make a point, or referencing something is wrong. But the complete lack of will to stop what you're saying, think on your own opinion, and see what you come up with. I figured out why, because you might offend someone. Too fucking bad, I don't like people who choose not to spell properly. Not to be confused with people who occasionally misspell. As I probably have already a few times.



I really don't like people who use the chat box for their own fucked up fury role playing purposes. I loathe the white people who work for the aclu, who have never come across true diversity, adversity, and struggled to get what they've earned yet continue to file civil suit after civil suit FOR a race that doesn't ask them to do such things. Thats my opinion, chances are people don't like it, but i'll be nail gunned to a tree before I give up the right i've earned to express it.



So those of you who tip toe around everything, who think that offending no one, while putting a noose around your own opinion should be put in a damn nuclear waste site along with the people that believe only their opinion is right, and matters and have to shove it down everyone elses throat.



Tact, moderation, self restraint, self respect, and respect for others. My god how hard is that to even contemplate as a reasonable compromise?

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Viridian
08:15 Oct 11 2009

If you're a free-thinker, you get punished by the people in charge



That's the way its been for aeons now - And it will always be like that

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Yes, go ahead, post more downward shots of your cleavage thus creating two illusions. A that you're skinny, and B. that you want pervs to message you over and over.



*slaps forhead* Boosts of self confidence, and esteem come from many places, but this should'nt be a source, so stop creating your own frustrations with pervs like Me!!!



As a guy, I love teh bewbs, they are awesome. Soft, squishy, pillowy, and loads of fun to play with, but if you want to be noticed for things other than your body, and state this..... WHY would you be dense enough to post bra pictures, bikini pictures and the sort right after stating that you're not just a body? I'm going to find each and every one of you and punch through your cervix, and rip out your ovaries. No breeding for you!!!

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Vampirewitch39
00:43 Oct 07 2009

LOL Well.. going to remove my bewbs pic now.

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Bones
00:44 Oct 07 2009

LOL

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RazaelRiezen
00:52 Oct 07 2009

BUT BUT what if i want you to see my cleavage :P

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imagesinwords
00:58 Oct 07 2009

ha to the ha to the ha ha ha!

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sahahria
01:03 Oct 07 2009

well shit, does this mean I have to re-do my profile. Meh



;)

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ThePinja
01:05 Oct 07 2009

Changing admin profiles, one rant at a time!!!!!

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ToiletDuc
02:25 Oct 07 2009

You said you liked the shots of my cleavage though. *cries*

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PandorasBx
02:25 Oct 07 2009

*Giggles*

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Serenity
04:10 Oct 07 2009

does that mean I got to get a lower cleavage on my cryingmist profile to get a higher rate?



And all along I taugh it was hard work and brain that count, darn me. lol :~

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WildChild
04:23 Oct 07 2009

Can I take the pics?

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AlexandraAshes
05:04 Oct 07 2009

As lesbian and co-appreciator of "bewbs" I have to say you are going about this all wrong.



If you silently appreciate the boobage, you will find it lasts a hell of a lot longer.



Jeez men are lousy perves.



Just admire, and bite that tongue.

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ThePinja
00:32 Oct 08 2009

...dammit wc.. yes you can



I love seeing the bewbs, I really do, even yours Duc, but you know you're my precious man meat.



But AA, I'm just talking about the women who say "I hate not being able to find a man who will like me not just for my body.... blah blah blah, more blah, 3 paragraphs later blah...." *insert bewb shot*

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philosopher
18:32 Oct 08 2009

I think I'm with AlexandraAshes on this one.



Bite the tongue, my good man, bite the tongue. *smirk*

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I don't get how I can be so happy one month, then feel so down and out the next. My best friend, and roomate being engaged is a glorious, amazing, and strange event from the outside. Its amazing to see others in love, in trouble, and in passion. More so when you wish for any of those points in a relationship. I was dating someone, and then i realized I wasn't in love with her anymore. What a statement.... I find myself at the point where I don't know what being in love is. Such a thought brings me to tears, and causes me to look inward to find out where I lost the understanding. My conceptual view of the emotions that define the word.



Was I tricking myself, did I really understand, amd I still emotionally lacking the maturity to understand the simple, yet complex emotions, and chemical reactions we call love? Being alone doesn't bother me, I have many independent moments. But the thought, that I will stay alone, that I won't find someone, I value, and feel has earned my love..... and vice versa scares me to a cold point nothing else can when it comes to myself.



Everyone has plenty on their plate to deal with, I'm no exception, but I wonder if I've thrown myself too much into everything else. I act so much less on impulse these days, save my anger, and dick allowing me to get myself in trouble. Being a father changes so much, but I know thats not the cause for this..... and I can't think of what is.

Where self sabatoge is a regular occurance. I need only ask myself why i'm so willing to subject to foot in mouth syndrome......