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Life Lately
04:23 Jul 14 2008
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Things have been a bit filled with events.

Trying to balance life between a relationship, my son, being in the son and work.

I'm going to take the same stance as a good friend and tell anyone reading this outright, no you're not gonna see pictures of him. People I can trust to hold a rusty spoon to my throat are a possibility to see him. Otherwise you get nada.

I'm workin around 4 days a week and still picking up over 40 hours a week. and its the slow season... can't wait till tacoma dome events in the fall. Insanity to all cooks that work there in the fall.

Had my twenty second birthday.. remember lots of blurs and encounters i'm pretty sure were fun.

I'm not unhappy with my job, though I am constantly wondering if I can handle it years from now. If I shouldn't find a way to train in something that will give me far more flexible hours and the ability to raise my son when he'll be more mobile and older.

Oh well, for now I can only do my best at what I'm doing, and make plans for the future.

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Sinora
10:31 Jul 14 2008

I'm glad you think you had a good birthday lol

Isis101
03:40 Sep 08 2008

Well, you are more focused on life goals than many people twice your age...sray strong!

Ownership
03:24 Jul 03 2008
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Idk, just seems odd. I don't like claiming my Girlfriend. I mean, she's Kelsey, I care about her and I love the time we do get to spend together. But I have this wierd fight with myself over the territory thing. I don't like to be like "This is my girlfriend, I watch over her and protect her, so back off." She calls me pet names, and says i'm hers, yeah I deal with it. I'm not so much keen on it though.

It just seems such an odd concept to be like that, when I know my own physiology right now. I want to hump any woman right now if she smells right, and meets my physical standards.

I feel like i'm peaking right now.... god I hope it goes away, its just an uncool feeling. I have a very exclusive dating mindset so all these lustful thoughts really are fucking with me.

On any given day would I take an offer from an attractive woman to go back to her place and have some fun... no. But lately I've been hoping to get that proposition and its a fuckerd sort of mental and hormonal blend. I am not sure what to think, or how to think. merely feeling like a boy in catholic school again continually wanting to confess bad thoughts.

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