I am the person with the worst intent,
To spit wickedly crafted verses at your own expense,
I am the chosen son with a broken gun,
a fractured past linked to a man called Manson,
6 eyes to watch 6 lives die for a total of 6 times,
7 ears to hear 7 cheers from 7 cavaliers,
I am the big boss, the Bull God of this city, lost,
The ticked off, pissed off, Emperor of Nosgoth,
Stab me in the fuckin' heart,
yeah, that's the way to do it,
Break my fuckin' heart,
That's the way I like it,
It's the way it's always been,
No use in tryna change it now,
It'll be this way everyday, in every way,
Until I'm finally put in the ground.
I honestly can't wait until the day has come,
How will I finally go home?
One way ticket by the knife, maybe a gun?
Slice my fuckin' body up,
Blow my fuckin' head off,
Do somethin' so they can't ever fix me up,
I just wanna drink 'til my liver explodes,
Explode all over these hoes,
Blood, guts, fingers and toes,
Pick me up from all sides of the road.
I wanna smoke tree until my lungs give out,
Inhale the smoke until my eyes burn out,
Until my bronchial tubes refuse to hold out,
and my damn chest cavity blows up.
Use to be an asshole, Now I'm a gentleman,
Mr. Right wanna be, just for the women,
But they fuck you over so bad, what's the use livin'?
You can't live with 'em, So I'mma live without 'em,
Poppin' off rounds into my dome while I'm screamin' and shoutin'.
Regression, shiftin', revertin' back to square one,
Broken Hearted Killa, Runnin' around with 13 rounds in the gun.
My head is throbbing,
My heart is empty.
Alcohol drenched soul,
substance abuse.
Depression, depression,
Life is no necessity.
Smith n' Wesson,
Going home tonight.
My heart is a doorway,
love is somewhere inside.
My soul is the balcony,
where my feelings look down from up high.
My mind is the locked safe,
The code, you'll never find.
My eyes are the windows,
Do you dare look inside?
If you want me to love you,
The way you make me try,
All you must do is knock.
Where?
Who?
What?
Can I make it?
No.
Can I hope for it?
Yes.
Will it work?
No.
Will I attempt to make it so?
Yes.
Brain is addled,
Thoughts are shifting,
My mind is darkening,
My perception is altered,
Can you turn on the light, please?
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