Ello. I dont write very often.
So a basic update. Me and Joe are over. I truly wish to remain friends, but he has made it clear that my wish is not his. I met someone a few weeks ago. His name is Dustin. Im not sure where that is going... only time will tell
Something has been wrong, but I think it has subdued for a while. I was getting off balance. I started to lose feeling. Not physically, of course. But I couldnt feel cars. I couldnt sense when to move. For a while I stopped feeling electricity. I dont like feeling the electricity normally but it was wrong to be without something I am so accostumed to.
Ive gotten feeling back. As well as my knowing, Thanks be. But I dont feel well. I feel drained. And although it is mainly physical, and probably completely normal, Its also emotional. I feel numb and void, whick I dont think is good. Some thing is wrong. I know it. Im not sure what it is though.
Ergh im tired. I think a nice sleep will do me well.
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