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I wish he would understand how much i care and love him but it seems like everytime i fall for someone it fails...........So.........I officialy give up on relationships........seriously......this is fucking rediculous ........it doesnt matter how i feel or what matters the most.......and even if i tell that person they take it for granted so.......i am not being apart of a relationship of failure.......

to be honest this person has his/her heart some where else and so do i

i will explain it this way

i love you more then words could ever say...

i wish you would remain by myside with me for eternity

i wont ever break your heart

i dont cheat and never will.

ill protect you till my dying day and even then through death ill be by your side always.

you make me happy more then i have ever been.....

and now my dreams are shattered because our hearts are in different places in time.......i wish i was there by your side so i could tell you to your face......but saddly we are seperated by miles........and seconds to minuets to hours to days apart............so i shall remain jaded and maybe someday...........this feeling will disepate........and ill be my old cold and heartless self..........i guess my vain ways will have to come back into my life........and forget everything and everyone else........screw happyness its fake.....

im guessing relationships and me arent fit to exist in the same life time.........anyways leaveing for now.......

~SpikeXEpidemic~