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Would anyone really notice if I was gone, does anyone in the world really care, sure I have kids but that doesn't mean anything apparently, What if I were to disappear, go out into the woods and never come back would anyone really, truly notice that I don't have a voice here or anywhere anymore, what if I were to cuddle up into a ball and pull the trigger would any mourn for me, would anyone really truly be upset at the fact that my problems were too much for me to handle and that I didn't feel wanted, loved, or needed. Would anyone really care ? it's nice to have a group of friends to talk with, to speak with, to share good times with, but do you ever really know the person on the other side of the computer screen, do you ever wonder if they are saying one thing, "I do care" but doing another, "laughing hysterically because your really not worth caring for" that's how I feel right now. plain and simple, I feel like my life could end any moment and the only thing that I might get is a shallow grave on the side of a highway that probably leads to the cemetery somewhere it's just that noone cared enough to take me there. they felt it better if noone knew I was gone. who knows but really who even cares.