Late night comes are you home?
No you're not
You're out with urge to satisfy yourself
it's your vicious plot
Looking back I realize that it's my fault
I'm not around so your love comes to a halt
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this
Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
Every time I trust you I lose in the end
I feel disgust in myself
I love how you can call me and pretend you're innocent
While I'm out here trying to better myself
You're a pig when it comes to my emotions
You drown me in your wake because you have no devotion
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this
Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
Every time I trust you I lose in the end
Did you just lie to me to get your way
Just to impress and draw me in
Was anything real or was it all fake
An unreal world decorated with ignorance
How could I have been so naive and dumb
To believe in your dishonesty
Did I mean anything at all to you
Or was I just another stupid girl
Tired of feeling numb and desiring an escape
You used to give me hope
Until that night you left me to rot
You made me feel so dead, like a corpse
Cold to the touch and void of life
I tried to move on but your face stalked me
In my dreams and thoughts everyday
It felt like I was dying when I thought of you
Pain squeezed my heart so tight
Making me feel dead inside
Why I bothered with you is beyond me
I won't forget the tears you caused
And all the nights wasted longing for you
I won't forget the way you made me feel
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littleimp
06:10 Jul 06 2009
wow deep stuff