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Wow, alreadY?06:37 May 21 2006
Times Read: 528
So I'm moving up in the world of Vampires it seems. I am now a Caitiff. I think I still have a ways to go before I am something with an actually cool name. Marplot and Caitiff just don't sound all that interesting. Imma be looking at that Caitiff for a while in annoyance but at least Caitiff sounds more interesting then Marplot. In fact, the more I say it the more it grows on me, so perhaps it won't be so bad. I would have been fine staying a shadow (I think?) though. lol
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Mental Suspension
05:10 May 19 2006
Times Read: 530
I kind of feel like I'm falling apart at the seems. As if all that holds me connected to the world is slipping away and floating up into the atmosphere, becoming an observerer but not taking part. Little needles stick into my being, poke holes in my soul and with the strings attatched to them pull me up and away, hold me suspended above everyone, where only my fingertips can graze and caress ever so lightly across, so I can feel and hurt but not take part. And somehow, floating there, unsure and confused and wanting to be let down, all the same I want to stay in place, safe. Unmotivated by anything human, hopless with others, I drift above, my world surreal, living in fantasy... fantasy, something that is never out of reach, always touchable and always feigning tangibility... my only connection. I can spill everything into this for it is everywhere and always growing with the capacity to hold all I can throw at it. Yet so close to the surface I can't seem to escape completely into fantasy, always painfully aware of the goings on below me... torn between the two worlds. One that speaks of true sensations and true life but also of pain, the ohter promising joy and interest and fascination and the only pain the lack of something tangible.
Hanging... hanging above and below... unsure... lost... confused... nearing hopless... surreal...
Mother's Day05:34 May 15 2006
Times Read: 531
I'm tired and this Mother's Day sucked. Hardly even saw me mum. Working eight hours, then driving an hour and a half, going to a party and everyone being gone by the time you show up, then driving back another hour and a half is not fun. No no, not at all.
And why did I write this? Bordem. Yep, that's right! Bordem!
Dude!06:48 May 07 2006
Times Read: 534
I'm a Marplot! Can you believe that?!! I liked the name shadow better. Guess I'm just going to have to hurry up and level up so I can be something cool again. lol Yep yep.
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