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Ok guys i have a story for ya that happened not to long ago, so ive been fascinated with wiccan and the religion so i decided to get some books on the topic. Of course the books couldnt curve my interest completely so i went and started talking to a local psychic in the area known as Vivian. We eventually became real close id go in for readings almost daily, these would consist of tarot readings, palm readings, i also began to pray with a crystal, and perform cleansing rituals around my apartment. (apparently for it to work your space needs to be extremely clean, which i had no problem with seein as im a clean freak as it is) Then thats when the weird stuff began to happen, first off the apartment grew colder, to the point where you could almost see your breathe yet it was the dead of summer. Also things began to collapse randomly, my windows began to slam shut by themselves. So i went back to Vivian there had to be some sort of explanation. I explained everything to her and she was in just about as much shock as i was. What came next shocked me even more....i had apparently opened myself up with the crystal i had been praying to, and on top of that i was being attacked. Then viv told me something i have yet to this day forgotten i had three spirits fighting within me, and on top of this my soul had fled from body leaving me a cold, unconfidant, depressed outter shell that remained. You see when i was younger my parents divorced before i even had a chance to realize what had happened. Next i found out that my father had resented me from my moment of birth. Due to this i lived my entire life upto this point with no soul, apart of my self had been missing. So the following week a blessing was performed on me and within days, my life had returned to somewhat normalcy. The crazy things around my apartment had stopped, i began to be able to sleep more soundly finally ridding myself of the dark circles that had been around my eyes. All in all a really cool experience but at the same time im still in the process of healing and it will take alot of time, practice, and praying to get to where i wanna be eventually.