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even in the midst of summer

i can feel the chill

in the air

there can never be enough warmth

up here

under this pallid northern sun

to melt the ice within my soul



written on 07/30/2007

an unstructured identity

a world without a care

longing in the dark

the bittersweet caress of twilight

another day has brightly burned

and gone away

whilst i was fast asleep restlessly

in my dreams the monster comes

paralyzing me with fear

but when it comes closer

i know it will tell me

things i tried not to hear

i'm sure you've guessed by now

that monster is me



written on 07/30/2007

you came to me in a dream last night

i can't escape

i just can't get far enough away

i can't be me

cuz i am you

and you won't leave me alone

you won't grow up

and i was born old

displaced



lost without a trace



a nameless fear without a face



demonizing the human race



where's my place?



older to younger



am i any wiser or more free?



is it such strangeness to just be me?



you who fear me



you who hate me



hardly even know me yet seek to destroy me



fuck you and your pointless cruel charade



i won't play your game your way



slipping thru the silence in the dead of nite



is my right



i refuse to fight