I've missed my Rapture.
I hear there's someone here using that name, but I'm not hers.
I belong to another Rapture.
Unfortunately, I've lived up to the "Disaster" part of my name a little too well lately. I miss me. Recently, I haven't been... me.
I had friends, and others, trying to change me. It didn't work, but it's made an impact. I'm not what they wanted, but I'm having trouble keeping my awareness centered lately. It's an uncomfortable feeling.
But my Rapture is there for me now. I've missed her more than I ever missed me. I thought I lost her, and now I feel alive again.
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supernova
08:01 Jun 22 2012
Oblivion is my chaos...familiar isn't it? ...yet it feels perfect when we are once again made complete:) ...as always ...u belong with Me my pet...don't you ever forget it:D