I thought I would take a walk with my dear wolf friend. We followed the path that lead to the ocean cliffs, twisting through patches of ferns and rose vines. At the edge is a small patch of grass that we sat upon to watch the sun set. The beautiful purples an golds of the clouds reflecting in the water growing brighter as the sun touches the distant vail. Wolfie laid his chin on my shoulder and I could hear the sigh in his breath as if saying he was completely content in the moment. I put my hand on his head and rested it there holding him close in silence untill the last light faded from the sky. He and I have been through so much we became closer than either of us realized. He is my best friend, brother and will always hold a place in my heart forever. We are never alone long his guide and my gaurdians usually are not far behind. Singling it was time to go back danger lurks even in the most peaceful places. It is such a shame that these quiet moments do not last as long as we would like.
I have found my way home, with a little help. those that greated me are all family and have been waiting for a very long time. every time befor when they have caught sight of me i would dissapear with little trace to be found. I feel so much more strength in just knowing home is not just a dream but the reality. Everything i was lead me so close to my true self, yet it was just out of my reach. Now i learn about the truth, and everything i remember and have been allowed this to be possible. though i have saddness that i was kept away for so long, the joy over powers me for i would not be who i am without the trials of this life. I still feel the pull on my mind to go back, and is sometimes so much of a struggle to hold steady here, yet it seem so easy to choose to stay, well at least it seems easy to anyone that has not had to experience it first hand. noii vex, lu'a awanna, meii ma'at. No conflict, love unconditional.
Having the flu really sucks! I have not, not written for this long in years. Hopefully tomorrow will be better and I can get back to it. I so hope so.
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KynthiaLucian
20:36 Feb 08 2013
this is so beautiful!