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This is exactley what I warned you would happen. This is what I tried to not allow to happen. But I tried to make you happy. And what happens, I hurt you even worse. Had I never spoken to you again, you would have gotten hurt.



The past is the past, and thats all it will ever be. I forgave you for what you did a long time ago, but you can bet your last dollar, I have not forgotten. I will never forget.



There is nothing else I know to do.



I have no other options.



This is just how it is.

A new video is up for all those who care.



The topic covered is a Circle and its magickal uses.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4R777UPC4Pw&feature=channel_video_title

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Hesperus
03:49 Mar 17 2011

Definitely my favorite video so far. I can't wait to see more ^_^

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New Video!!!!!



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2wUsu2kJag&feature=channel_video_title



Check it. Like it. Subscribe!!!

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Hesperus
01:32 Mar 16 2011

I love it! Good job, Jyubokko <3

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Oddly. The ps3 is a great way to take my mind off the depressed state of my mind lately. I don't feel bad today, just the occasional thought. Maybe this will lead to me being normal again.



And of all the people to notice my offness... Was one of the ones causing it. Ironic isn't it?

& so.....



Maybe I am just a sick monster who causes pain all the time, no matter what I do....



And it sucks that I feel like this on my birthday...

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chrysanthemia
03:51 Mar 08 2011

Happy birthday♥ you and I are almost birthday twins. Yay for March babies.

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Hesperus
03:39 Mar 09 2011

All you've ever caused me is joy. I love you so much, Jyubokko. Anyone who makes you feel like this is the real monster.



*giant hugs*

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Ok, so I finally have a vlog! A dream of mine for a while now. And I have my first video up on my YouTube vlog account.



Here is the link to my first video:



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grdddc0_UKc&feature=channel_video_title



If you are a tubeie, please like and subscribe to me. Getting going is the hardest part of YouTube, or so I have heard. So it will really help if you guys can help me get a base going.

Ok. This calls for me to get my accent out.



Alright. Just so ya know, I dont give a fuck what you call me. All you want is a reaction, and I aint a-given it to ya. You just make yourself look like a jack ass while I hold my head high with pride. So you and ya buddies can have all the laughter you want, cuz really, we's a laughing at you!



Sorry for sounding like a Souther Belle right then... But I just had to.

Its the things we hold as truths, that are the first revealed as lies.

I sooooo want this played at my funeral.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QL5YgjAeTs0