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Christmas Cheer!02:45 Dec 24 2010
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Tommorw I more than likely wont be able to get on the computer as I will be insanely busy. Lots of driving. Soooo.... here is a little something for my readers out there.
This *just* hit me.17:19 Dec 21 2010
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9 days!!!!
I cant belive it! Its crazy almost!
History in the making!21:00 Dec 18 2010
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Dont ask, Dont tell has been repealed after 17 years of hard fighting by many brave individuals.
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/12/19/us/politics/19cong.html?_r=1&ref=dontaskdonttell
Today is a very historic day.
I also think this will aid in the passing of other issues that adress the civil librites of the LGBT community!
It gets better. 02:13 Dec 18 2010
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Ok, so since I dont post any videos on YouTube, I couldnt put this there. But anyways, in case you guys didnt know, there is this big trend over on YouTube, called the "It Gets Better" project. In case you guys have no clue on that, it basically is designed we're everyone who wants posts a video telling gay teens how right now things may seem bad, but the future is bright. There is people out there who love you for who you are. Tons of celebrities have contributed to this cause, from Lady Gaga to President Obama.
So with all that being said, I want to bring that here. I dont know who my readers are.... so I dont know if there are tons of gay teens that read my journal. But if this helps just one person, it was worth it after all.
It DOES get better! I know right now if you're in a home with homophobic parents (such as me), then things are tough, but then you compile homophobia in our school systems (not only from other kids, but even teachers ok, TEACHERS), then this can seem to just pile up. And if you are thinking about suicide, there are people who care about and love you. And you need to find that person. Heck, if you feel as though there is no one, I will listen and I will help you. In any way I possbily can.
Good news abound!18:55 Dec 17 2010
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Good news everyone!!
The results are back from the sonogram and things are not as bad as they seemed at first. The idea at this point is that the swelling is from the orginal injury or a sweat gland has become irtatied and is swelling. But, the doctors are not 100% sure about that.
I have scheduled a visit (at my doctors recomendation) with a surgeon to get a second opinon. Surgery is not being contemplated at this point but, this is a feild of specialty of the surgeon I will see, so he should clear away any unceartinty and should be able to say for sure what this is. The visit is looking like sometime after the first of the year... so fingers crossed!!
Much love you guys!!!
So...22:56 Dec 16 2010
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I was watching a video that this guy I subscribe to on YouTube posted talking about his recent heartbreak. -sigh-
It made me think about this video I watched of the ever funny Mo'nique.
"You know that depressive state you go into when your heartbroken. Pull the curtains to, stay in bed all day, dont eat. Well I didnt do the not eating part, I wasnt fucked up like that."
Loved it. XD
Ok I needs me some help. 00:51 Dec 16 2010
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Today I got the sonogram of my head, and the results weren't exactly what we were hoping for.
Wha the lady who acutally performed the sonogram/ultrasound said was, that it wasnt cystic (meaning i just have a bump on my head), that it echoed. If anyone knows what that means, please let me know ASAP.
I dont know if I told you guys about this bump but long story short, I hit my head six years ago, bump was big, Doctors said it would go away, but it only shurnk, and now is swelling, so I went to the doctor, and now we are here.
So.... I have had another day off. 00:03 Dec 14 2010
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So it snowed here... again. I had another day off... again. Its not that I am complaining though.
I went to the doctor today and got some medicine for my acne and boils and I had the doctor check out a bump I got on my head years ago that never went away that is swelling up again, and she said it didnt look like anything to worry about but to rule out any options, I am getting a sonogram of my head wensday.
Hey guys!00:44 Dec 13 2010
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Its snowing here!!! Yayz!!!
And there is no school tommorrow... so more yayz!
I have gotten some more readers so I thank you people for coming on board. For those who regularly read and the newbies, please ask all your VR friends to add my journal!!
Not a lot of things have been happening for me lately. My life is basically revolving around the most amzing man in this whole entire world Gordon!!!! I loves you!
22:43 Dec 11 2010
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I swear I have spent a lot of time today listening to Eminem. His lyrics have honestly had me crying at points. He is one of my biggest inspirations!
~Success is my only fucking option, failures not~ Eminem in Lose Yourself.
That rang so true and deep within.
23:03 Dec 08 2010
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The leaves crunch under his feet,
As he searches for a place to lay his head.
In the forest, he can lay down and cry.
No one can see him there....
No one can care about him there...
He's glad for one day of comfort....
Only because he has suffered.
I love my body, do you love yours?00:38 Dec 08 2010
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"And big men, let me tell you something. You keep eating your shit! Fuck these muscle bound motherfuckers, got veins poppin up out their god damn neck, gonna fuck around and shrink their dick up lifting all them fucking weights, you stay a big ole' healthy fat pig!" ~Mo'nique~
I dont fit into what the models portray as beauty. Although I am in an ideal weight range according to my BMI, I still have some love handles. And you know what? I love them too! I love my body. I got so fed up with trying to perfect my body into the image that I thought it should be, when all along all I needed was to just love what I had. So tell me.... do you love your body?
Give praise where it is due...19:35 Dec 05 2010
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Ok.
So, I just wanted to write this out.
VampireRave has helped me out so much. It is the place I come to every day because I feel loved, I feel secure, I dont get judged. I have met some of the most awesome people and friends of my life here on this very website. But not to mention the ones in my personal life who love me like my bestie Kara, my other bestie Courtney, Macey, Drew, and so many more. I love each and every one of you guys! You truly are the stars that shine the brightest.
And to my friends here on this site. Franki- I can wait until we get those cats... XD!
And to my dearest... Gordon. I love you so much. I would gladly lay down my life in protection of yours! I would buy you the best that money could buy! I would sing to you! I would write for you! All in all.... I would do anything just to see you smile!
Much love you guys!
04:17 Dec 05 2010
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Ok you guys. I have offically started my Book of Shadows. The only thing in it right now is just the title page, (since I am a solitary practioneer) my laws that I abide by, my dedication page, and the phases of the moon and what they mean.
The next things on the list to put in there is:
-Sabats and Esbats
-Color meanigs.
-Herb meanings.
-Spells (that I like enoug to put in)
And then I am sure there is more that I will think of but until then the next thing is where the acutal diary part of it kicks in.
Merry meet! Rant time!19:06 Dec 04 2010
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I was watching some Youtube videos today and I have run across some very neagitive a very wrong statements about/concerning homosexuality.
The one that really struck me is that sciencetifaclly, homosexuality is "wrong". They were not making moral implications of "wrong" they were saying biologically it isnt right, because same-sex couples can not produce off spring. Ok, so let me get started here.
Let me first say that I belive that all gay people are born that way and there is nothing they can do to change that. I belive it is part of the genetic make up of a gay person.
So with that being said, perhaps it isnt scientifaclly wrong. As a matter of fact, a species will adapt itself to limit population size, which is a considerable reason for the existence of homosexuality, across ALL known species. I am starting to see stark evidence that homosexuality is just another evolutionary adaptation to limit population size. The person I refered to earlier said it was "wrong" in terms of biological processes. No, I just belive it is a differnt biological process.
I hope I made sense.
Blessed be!!! )0(
So here we go... again.05:22 Dec 04 2010
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I have decided to take up Wicca again (although I never truly stopped). I have learned so much tonight. Gosh its been amazing.
Another thing, as I learn things or think there is something you guys should see, i will post links, or I will tell you what I learned that I want to pass on to you.
So...
Blessed be!! )0(
Not a rant, but you can classify it as so. 03:27 Dec 03 2010
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"We hold these truths to be self evident... that all men are created equal... with ceartin unalienable rights, that among these are, Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness"(For the ones that dont know) Declaration of Indpendence.
Also, the Constiution never talks about or defines marriage and also states there is to be a seperation of church and state. And no Christine O'Donell, its not plainly stated, but there is a funny thing as reading between the lines dear.
So... the question remains. Why isnt gay marriage legal across the board in America? Why doesnt our national goverment recoginize gay marriage?
The answer my friends.... religion. Yeah I said what so many beat around the bush and are afraid to say; scared their gonna offend someone. Oh dear how glad I am that our Forefathers didnt care about offending people.
So here is the thing. Where is the evidence that gay marriage shouldnt be legal.outside of religion? Dont worry I'll wait. Oh wait there isnt any.
Then there are those who say, you gay folks can have civil unions, but you can still get the same right as married hetrosexual people, we just want call your union a marriage. Come on sing it with me: seprate but equal. Wanna play that game? You got two options. A) Make ALL marriages across the board recoginized as civil unions or B) recoginze the union between same sex couples as a marriage.
So... let me know, please I beg you, why same sex couples shouldnt be allowed to marry?
It saddens me that here in the 21st century, we still have discrimnation. Our Forefathers fought and died, our soliders shed blood, so that all could have the same oppurtunity. And America at the moment is chosing to disrespect that fact.
01:56 Dec 03 2010
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Look at what I made!!! I just adore it!!!
22:40 Dec 02 2010
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Ok, this has got to be the funny thing ever.
Today, here is a conversation.
Girl: Are you staring at my boobs?
Me: Uh... no. Sorry.
*Me turns away.*
Girl:Did you just roll your eyes at me?
Me: I dont know, but I may have.
What I should have said, and would have had it crossed my mind is:
Why yes I did. Wanna know why? Its an allergic reaction to stupid shit.
02:56 Dec 02 2010
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Lay your head down...
Go to sleep.
Dont even take the time to yawn...
Just go to sleep.
Hush little baby dont you cry...
Daddy's gonna buy you a mocking bird...
01:16 Dec 02 2010
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Please God, tell me this isnt real and this isnt round 2.
♥ ♥ ♥22:44 Dec 01 2010
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Hey guys. So yeah I have had an insanely long day. Had to go to step grandfathers funeral.
But.... I do have some good news. I am not going to give that old flame a new shot. I am giveing love a new begining. I have had some bad experinces with love.... but I get the strange feeling this time will be differnt. And I dont give a fuck what all these cynics say.... if they dont like our love, then A) they can get over it, or B) they can leave me the fuck alone. Love is no respecter of age.
But beyond all that.... I love you Casanova (haha)!
03:40 Dec 01 2010
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"Dont allow people to dim your shine because their blinded. Tell them to put on some sunglasses, cuz we're born this way bitch!" ~Lady Gaga~
Oh I just adore that quote.
She really does inspire me beyond anything.
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