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18:19 Sep 23 2009
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I have been avoiding writing anything about him in my journal. I think you all know the devastation he left in his wake for me. But everywhere I look there are pieces of him still lingering. My bedside table holds the book and love stone that we each have, identical. The music cd's that you made for me, songs you said reminded you of me. Your shirt that smells of your cologne. The love letters where you confessed your undying love, what a cruel joke. The jewelry, and the ring that actually belonged to your ex as I discovered.

In my mind I take every last piece of you, take them to my backyard. Placing them in a pile, I light them on fire. I stand back and watch what was left of us burn up in flames. I shed one last tear for you then turn and walk away, leaving you behind like you did me.

Someday.......

COMMENTS

Idiosyncrasy
18:22 Sep 23 2009

I just went to a therapy session. The therapist told me that writing a letter and then burning or burying it is quite a good way of release.

I haven't been able to bring myself to do it though. It's too soon for me. My pain isn't over a man though.

I hope you find some peace.

Freyja
20:44 Sep 23 2009

Jadee, you shouldn't waste tears on someone who isn't worth it, not worth a single tear you shed, a single ache in your heart mourning the loss of someone who never intended to show up in the first place. It isn't worth a single worry in your mind. You are a strong and beautiful woman both inside and out, and if HE couldn't see he had the best of BOTH of us, then he never deserved a freaking thing we did for him, a single smile, or even for us to love him as we did. Some men just need to be wiped out of the gene pool forever with enough Clorox and Hydrochloric acid to kill an army.

KravenAngel
21:33 Sep 23 2009

It'll get better I'm just srry you and the others had to get hurt..

Vampirewitch39
01:03 Sep 24 2009

He is a fucking prick.

You are a strong woman.

It will come around, I swear.

Hold on.

madamefate
03:31 Sep 24 2009

Keep your head up hun! No man is worth ever crying over. He hurt you. You don't deserve that. I love you doesn't end with a broken heart and alone tear. Burning the letter might help you. Write down all the nasty things, all the things in your heart towards him. Just pour your soul into it. don't worry about spelling. then burn it. burn it until there is nothing left. then scatter the ashes.