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00:50 Oct 31 2008
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Why oh why did I buy my Halloween candy early, damn diggity dog!!! I have pilfered through almost 2 bags uggghhh.........my dentist gets a new car.....
03:03 Oct 26 2008
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I have been divorced for 1 year. I left him. I just found out that he is getting married again, his 3rd. I am in limbo, somehow I haven't been able to put my life back together, I miss being "married". I'm just gonna be honest here and say that I am jealous of his happiness, it hardly seems fair after all the misery he put me through. Yes I know that I am being unreasonable and somewhat childish but dammit I want to be happy too and I guess I wanted him to suffer a little bit longer.......ok.....a lot longer lol
04:51 Oct 25 2008
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You know I was reading this guys journal just the other day, a guy I happen to know very very well and he was bitching and moaning about how nobody loves him, how he was such a great guy and couldn't understand why things didn't work out for him cuz some chick didn't want to be his friend anymore. It irritated the fuck out of me.
The truth of the matter is that he leads girls on, I know because I was one of them. Several people tried to warn me, I paid no heed. But thats water under the bridge, after being away from him I realized what I thought was love was just a rebound reaction after my divorce thank god. This was last January.
And so upon reading his whining I felt disgust. You seriously need to grow up dude or you WILL be alone forever.....you have let some quality women slip through your fingers that you never truly deserved. Stop the pity party and get over yourself........you are one of the most selfish bastards I have ever known.
You can't receive until you learn how to give........
04:18 Oct 24 2008
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I just spent half an hour fighting the kitty off from jumping into the shower with me........good god.....and then he kept swatting at me through the shower curtain, pesky little beast ......he's all boy ;)
19:57 Oct 23 2008
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What is it with people that rate portfolios low? Like the rating I just got from CrazyOrk. It's like saying "I shit on you and your family". This makes me angry, it is a personal insult. I myself rarely rate anyones portfolio less than a 10.
So then I got to thinking what their real agenda is. People like the one above who are whelps and have just opened their account to zip to just your portfolio and down rate you are obviously targeting you for a purpose. Especially when you know its a 2nd account of theirs *smiles*.......FUCK YOU karma baby karma, its coming for ya.......
03:14 Oct 22 2008
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Having a new kittie is much like having another child I have decided. Apparently my kitten is a morning cat as I woke up to a living room that looked like a tornado had struck lol! My son's school papers were everywhere, stuffing out of one of my couch pillows, the bottom kitchen cupboards were open and a paint can on its side (thank god it was sealed well), plants knocked over and the list goes on UGGGH......I think I need to kittie proof my house :)
16:47 Oct 20 2008
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Yes folks it is truly a miracle, no no, I'm feeling fine truly I am and in fact I am finding myself quite smitten.......................smitten with my new kitten :P lolol, I swore I would never own a cat and in general I have always despised them, I am a dog person by nature. But there is a soft spot in my hard little soul for animals in despair and this little guy needed a home. I wuvs him, he wuvs me, nuff said......
08:09 Oct 18 2008
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ModiousV block me you pathetic excuse for a human being, scared are ya? If you would have asked for a re-rate I would have accommodated you as I do everyone that updates their profile. However when I rated you, you had squat so you got what you deserved. Still a whelp and you know no better, but you need to know that your 1 does not affect a Sire and in fact after reading your "new" profile I doubt anyone will warm to you.
*shakes head* you lose .....
08:27 Oct 15 2008
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I took my son to a book fair and school social tonight. I hate those things. I mean I like the book part and spending time with my son but playing nice with the other mommies just isn't my bag. I find it tiresome and fake.
So I started to wonder when I became such an anti-social bitch. I used to be a member on the PTA board for heavens sake and now I won't even volunteer to do squat. I avoid all gatherings like its the plague.
I have become a hermit. I don't answer the phone when friends or family call, its a wonder I have either at all and many of my friends have disowned me. I can't say as I blame them. I would ditch me too.
I used to be the fun one, the one everybody had to invite to all their functions and I would be there with bells on, you could count on me. I had energy, I was lively and entertaining to say the least.
What the hell happened to me?
I feel old, tired and sluggish. Yes I have raised 5 children, still one in the nest but I feel like I am cheating him of something or someone.
It makes me sad.....its not enough.
00:11 Oct 13 2008
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So I finished Breaking Dawn a few days ago and now I'm sad *pouts* I want more dammit!! I watched the trailer for the movie and I gotta tell ya I'm not real pleased with the chick that portrays Bella. She is lacking. She doesn't seem mature enough, comes off kinda dumb and doesn't have that "something" I expect Bella to have. Her acting is clammy at best.
Granted it was only a few minutes long but first impressions say a lot, ehhh I don't like her...
08:14 Oct 10 2008
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My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you owe me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed
03:20 Oct 06 2008
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I find it amusing how when members that come to your profile for a re-rate after you update will give you a lower rating then before and by several degrees. I won't mention any names but one person in particular has rated my profile a 10 several times over as she does to everyones so I hear and suddenly rates me lower. And another member did the same thing, I asked him why but received no answer of course, I just wanted to know what made the difference for him.
Could it be because my profile looks worse?
I'm betting its because my rating is higher and some folks don't like others to do well.
Too bad so sad...........
05:24 Oct 04 2008
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Ya know, Cheez-its and fruity pebbles just don't cut it for dinner, I feel queasy ...............
02:32 Oct 04 2008
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You know it doesn't pay to try and be nice to others on this site anymore. *shrugs* Thats ok SeleneIncarnate YOU just come off looking stupid and immature. You obviously have too much time on your hands and I wash mine of you.
Oh and I'm sure you will keep copying/pasting as you like to look for drama where ever you can find it. Get a life. Maybe someday you will grow up.
01:55 Oct 04 2008
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So I did a name change, my first time ever since I have been a member. My reason being I have wanted to get rid of those damned numbers that were at the end of my user name, I hated them! When I was new I didn't take the time to really think about my user name.
So would all my pretties please re-add me to their friends list and/or journal list if I was on it?
Thanks~~~Jadee
P.S I did a major update on my pro =]
22:22 Oct 02 2008
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Do you ever wonder who your true friends on here are? I was reading a "friends" journal yesterday and something they said started me thinking. How do you know they aren't just giving face, placating you. Riding the fence. I'd like to think I'm a pretty good judge of character and go with my gut instincts but here on the internet that is difficult. We have no body language or facial expressions to judge by. People will use you wherever you are.
And then there are the VR relationships that are quite difficult to maintain at times. The ones where you are friends with someone who is friends with another that you perhaps despise. Or visa versa. How do you know they aren't stabbing you in the back? In these friendships I just try not to say anything at all about the person I do not care for as it puts the friend in an uncomfortable position.
I had a situation just last week concerning a previous member of my coven. He had approached me when I first opened my coven and asked to bring his second account over, I said yes and started to get to know this person. I liked him. Then he had to delete due to financial reasons. I and several other of my coven members kept in touch with him, I truly cared about him and his well being. We all did. Upon discussion with him I tried to get him into my coven but the CM was unresponsive. He was bored and wanted to be back in our coven so I offered him a 1 yr pm, he jumped at it and was a member with us once again. During this time the other coven he was in with his primary account disbanded. That pm ended up in a House eventually.
He became inactive in my coven and we had an agreement that if I purchased the pm for him so he could be in my coven he would be active and level it up. But once he was in the House he disappeared even though it was clear he was active on his primary account. I messaged him asking how he was and he said he was having personal problems, funny because he was surely on here a lot. Eventually he just deleted everything on the profile and let it go not caring how this affected our coven. He never even bothered ONCE to message me and tell me for himself why he was letting it go or even that he was. It was extremely rude and uncalled for and by someone I had tried to be there for, I felt betrayed somehow.
My point is that people will use you and for numerous reasons. Or just play games. I'm going to be more careful from here on out in whom I place my friendship.
17:11 Oct 01 2008
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So I have decided to take the Acolyte test, I figure what the hell. I wonder how many people have gotten 100% on it? Thats my goal of course *grins* so I'm gonna take my time and study hard but my memory capabilities really suck since my stroke. I want to pass the first time. I think I will take a week before I try it. Wish me luck ;)
PRIVATE ENTRY
17:07 Oct 01 2008
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05:57 Oct 01 2008
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I am giving fair warning to all those that come to my profile and rate me what I rated them just because they didn't like it. You want to know why I rated you what I did then message me I will be happy to tell you.
IF YOU DO HOWEVER REVENGE RATE ME I WILL COME BACK WITH A 1!
*smiles*
01:15 Oct 01 2008
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Well I have about 50 pages to go in reading Eclipse the 3rd in the Twilight Series and I find myself a bit miffed and disgusted with Bella right now. I mean come on....what a selfish little twit. She is becoming quite unlikeable, I hate the way she has to have everything her way and has the gall to make out with both guys, I call that a slut, doesn't matter that she hasn't done the nasty yet lol. A spade is a spade.
*Sighs*
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COMMENTS
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Epik
02:34 Oct 31 2008
XD
I buy Halloween candy to "give out to the tricker treaters" KNOWING that i'm gonna turn off my porchlight and eat it all myself =D
PandorasBx
03:02 Oct 31 2008
LMFAO! Right on sista =]
Sinora
09:00 Oct 31 2008
lol been there, done that.