I had just finished Doctor Sleep by Stephen King so it shouldn't of came as a big surprise that all night I had terrible nightmares about that damned clown from IT. I'm not one of those people that are afraid of clowns but I think just about anyone would find that one creepy as hell.
I've been taking a bit of time away from here for the last 6 months or so and it was the best thing for me. Took a step back or two and really looked at myself, my actions, my thought process and the senselessness of most of it. I have stayed out of the drama that ensues here and have not created any.
Wow, what a difference, no shit. The stupid crap that bothered me or even the imagined offenses. What does it matter really? It doesn't. I don't care if you like me or not, talk about me or not, it's not my issue now is it? Nope. So what. Whoop de do.
I have a pretty good life. I am grateful for that. I am more at peace with myself than I have ever been. I have things to work on, I want to be a better person and really it's not all that hard to do. So I am just going to keep on concentrating on the good and be focused. I don't expect everything in my life to be perfect, not even close but I am a believer that a good share of it is what you make it it to be.
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Amen sister! I've been doing that too and its been good. There are people that I miss but for the most part, I don't miss the day to day drama, pity parties and bull shit. It's been a nice break.
Exactly ♥
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BLOODLIFE
00:24 Nov 27 2013
I've never been good with clowns, creepy or circus, they are just not right!