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Ok so the gloves are off now, I let him have it full force last night which I am relieved that I did but what do you think I got in return? Some whiny ass excuse thats what. A "I can't talk right now" bunch of bs! A "I can't think right now" excuse but " please talk with me tomorrow". And do you think he has? NO!! He is on-line and thought he was lurking, haha, dumb ass..so of course I had to confront him never being one to lay low and shut my mouth when it is probably advisable. You would think that I could get a straight answer at this point but hell no, what a pussy.........more on this later

I just had a good friend tell me that I am a goddess and that I shouldn't let anyone tell me any differently, do you hear that asswipe????? I know you don't read my journal probably the only journal you don't read, I think you are scared of what you might see and you damn well should be.....no more apologies, I can't bare them from you, I hope you are miserable without me next to you and lonely lonely lonely, cuz you have hurt me.....damn

Visit is over and I am back to being sad and lonely. People should never say things they don't mean cuz I might believe them....

Well, a new year and def new situation. My ex got himself laid apparently on new years eve and is still seeing her so he isn't around anymore which has its ups and downs for me. On the one hand justin doesn't get to see his dad on the other i feel free to live as i please. I hope she isn't a skank for justins sake, jason is practically walking in his sleep trying to impress upon me his new trophy, lol, its so funny. But onto other things. I am feeling nervous about my upcoming visitor. I hope things go smoothly. Only 10 days to go.....