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Doctors appointment today and it totally sucked, have to get another mammogram too and its only been 6 months since the last one, I pray to God this one is fine. My ex drove me crazy today but he did me a huge favor so...Found out I can't have Estrogen or anything with hormones in it today because of my meds I am on, thats ok I am already a basket case.

Well the Christmas Tree stands in the corner naked as can be, can't believe how un-holiday-ish (my new word) I have been this year. Our snow is almost melted away...My car is still in the shop grrr...finally got my secret santa gift out this week, I thought I did pretty good....haven't done a twit of shopping yet, money helps.....Breezy and I are starting to butt heads again, hope that doesn't last....our coven has been kinda strange lately, don't know whats up with that, lots of people leaving it seems, I will miss some of them and some I never even knew....I can't sleep as usual and I can't get him out of my mind either, omg, yepp, I am.......

Happy day today, I am quite smitten, and can think of nothing else it seems, only a month now and we will see if its for real then, can't wait.......my son has his christmas concert today so I had better get my lazy ass into the shower.

I'm sad today, I read something that really hurt my feelings, time to shut down....

It's snowing hardcore outside this morning, its so beautiful, looks like I will be building a snowman with justin today =}

I have the freaking fracking flu, it sucks hard core...

woo hoo, well I got news master today, since naty left the coven d said he could give me a position, now I'm gonna ask him if i get his mark. Thats what I want it will help me move up immensely.

Danath has been back in touch, asked me to start e-mailing him, I have to admit that I really did miss him, we have always had a nice flow to our conversations and is always there for me if I need him. Too bad he lives half way around the world, we do maintain a very close friendship however and I am glad for that. He is a wonderful and enticing man.

I feel really sad today, it's snowing outside and its quite lovely, but I sit here alone as usual. I am having doubts about meeting my friend in January, he may not be what I need in my life, he doesn't give me enough, I need more. I am disappointed and feel bereft and empty inside.