My world is all about pleasure. If it doesn't bring You pleasure, then what's the point of doing it? Almost any kind of search in life comes down to one of pleasure. If You search for wealth, it's only because money gives You pleasure. If You want health it's because You want to enjoy something. Your health and wealth is a perfect pair. some people can only find pleasure in other's unhappiness. I don't want to end up in one of those relationships, even though I'm into BDSM. I believe that even a subbie should be happy. Not just happy doing as thier Dom wants either, but truly happy.
I've smoked cigs for the past thirteen years and I'm finally attempting to give them up for good. I'm not sure how good it would work normally, but I don't have any choice right now. So that should actually help. It's easier when it's not staring at You in the face.
Sometimes I try to imagine how it would feel to fly. To touch the sky and not in an airplane or something, but to merely soar through the air. Maybe I should try parachuting or something like that. It's be awesome.
I'm kind of a simple person, not in that my mind is simple but that I enjoy the more simple things in life. I like sunsets and big fluffy white clouds in a big ole blue sky. Yeah, corny. What do you want from me!!!!
I don't think of myself as pretty, but I do beleive everyone can become pretty even if it's only an illision. I use photo shop to play with my pictures a lot... I should put more of those photos in my portfolio.
I don't believe in football... I only believe in
The New England Patriots!
I'm a subbie in the BDSM world, though currently I'm supposed to be plunging into the world of slavery instead. Which is scary for me. I've always said that I admire slaves for the strength they show by being slaves. That's why I was a subbie, I couldn't handle being a slave. But here I am, getting ready to try the road myself.
It's funny cause I get so scared from the idea, but at the same time it makes me feel all happy and eager to try. It really does. I think I've been in BDSM too long, perhaps I really can't turn back now.
I love my family more than anything. I've got a very large family, and at the same time a very small one. See I have literally hundreds of cousins, aunts, uncles, and other relatives. But for really close family I have my mother, my brother, my grandfather, my grandmother died about four years ago... God rest her soul. There's my Aunty and her daughter, my favorite cousin. Her three kids are the closes of my farther family.
That's my brother, you can call him the boogeyman. He tattooed it onto his arm at fourteen and it's been his nickname ever since. I'd link to him, but he doesn't have a profile on here. Which is good because when he found out I did he told my mother that I'm "doing the freaky vampire thing again" ... lol
My baby in life however is the story that I've been working on since I was sixteen.
Yep, I'm another one of those freaky writers who found vampire rave through research for a vampire story. Borrowed Blood is the best story I've ever written and I write twenty four seven... practacly in my sleep. It's funny. I'd share some of the details but I'm also one of those mad parinoid writers who thinks everyone is going to steal my idea.
I love Jessica Alba... I loved Dark Angel... and I'm so getting a barcode on the back of my neck. Though she gave me the idea it's true that I plan to get a barcode on my neck as a brand. Not sure when exactly, but it's something for the future.
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