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Gor, ever hear of it?



Gor is a book series by John Norton (SP)



These books follow a few different people throughout their adventures in the world of Gor. This world is a Counter Earth, not to say the same as Earth (though in some ways it is) but on the other side of the Sun.



In direct oppisite rotation we can never see it, and they can never see us, though they know we are there, though the majority of humankind remain in ignorence.



In this world men are Men and women are either Women or girls. The girls are slaves, in every sense of the world while Women are so protected as to be unatainable in most cases.



when I say girls I don't mean youth, but simply the way the women who are slaves are percieved. girl, lil one, and other terms like that are often heard in relation to the relationship between a girl and her Jarl.... Jarl is Master...



Though a girl may have one Master, every man is her Master...



I've re-joined the world of yahoo Gor as of today... I used to be into it way too much, putting a lot of thought and plans into it. I keep my online time reduced now, but it used to be to the point that I spent like fifteen hours a day online. I know I do that on here sometimes, but at least no one thinks this is real life. There everything you do, everything you say... it's all pretend, and it's all percieved as real.



People there are sick and it probably means that I'm sick going back to it. I was doing so well for so long, but I miss the domination that comes with being there.



The difference between the Gor and the normal Dungeons is simple. In the D's you are one person, or many people's girl by choice. In Gor you are automaticly nothing but property which means you can be totally dominated without any form of intimacy.



It allows for some sort of BDSM in my life, as I'm sorely missing it. A lot more than I thought I would, that's for sure.

When I left High School I told myself I wasn't going to be one of the statistics. I wasn't going to be just another drop out. I was going to go get my GED and then go to college.



I really didn't want to leave High School, I enjoyed learning. It's just that I didn't learn there. Instead of teaching everyone was more concerned with failing me for not having the money for a gym outfit. Or a poster board for the presentation. I couldn't believe how little they wanted to listen...



I know it sounds like the same old story all over again, but I was fifteen/sixteen years old at the time and had just lost my job because my mother had lost our apartment. We had to go to a shelter a few cities over and between school and the shelters rules (in by six, try pulling that off on public busses with three cities to cross)...



Anyway, I told the school this, and you'd think they'd be able to help me out a bit right? Nope...



Well I have my GED already and I've been procrasinating on the college part. No more... nope nope.. I have to get a leg up..



I looked up the SAT stuff, because one of the colleges I want to apply to needs them, and it's going to cost me something like $70... ouchie...



I'm going to ask Mike to drive me to a couple of the ones I want to apply to on Wensday and then apply and stop at the finacial aid as well. I know most won't be taking applications now, but I'll be able to do that eary entry thing and that way I may even be able to choose between colleges if I get accepted into more than one...



I was also thinking that if I do decide to move, it'll be easier to transer to a college there than to just get accepted.



I spent a few days in Virgina with my Cousin and her husband and the kids. I had a great time. It made me realize that this is what I want. Yeah I've had fun with the smoking party girl who just likes to sit around all day and not do much, but that doesn't mean that's all I want for my life.



College is just the first step.. I can give it all up if I really want to... the weed? the stogies, nasty things anyway... I don't drink.. I'm not a bad person... I just need to do a little cleaning up.



I know the people around me don't believe I can do it, but I know I can. I just have to prove it to myself before they convince me otherwise.