Friday, Twenty-Seventh of November, Two Thousand And Twenty-Two
Ah, I know: “You haven’t been online as of late.” Well I have a reason, if this conduit of code would listen?
Firstly, school work is plaguing me. I have a resume to type, a research paper to finish, a book report- the list goes on. But, it could very easily be worse. And I cannot exactly claim to be working on either of those things. You know; binge-watching Lucifer does that to you. Second, I’m trying to familiarise with the legal processes of becoming an adult. Honestly, I dreaded my 18th birthday for the simple fact that I am VERY ill prepared. My parents aren’t very interested in teaching me all the things you need for the world, after all. And lastly, I’m just not always able to log in. Plain and simple. But I do plan on making an effort to change the frequency at which I log in.
But enough of my complaints and woe. Why don’t those of you (who grace me with their precious presence) tell me about their day? That might add a spark to my own.
Wednesday, Seventeenth of November, Two Thousand and Twenty-two-
Hmm, I believe I am upon a path; one which I am paving. Every new term I learn, every step I take towards awakening. . . It fills me with dark excitement. I do not know what to expect when I do, but I am eager to find out. Ah, and I shared some of my new found knowledge with a friend of mine. She seems to be intrigued, much like myself, with the possibility of herself and I being vampyres who haven’t yet awakened. I do think she will join me on this path once she learns more.
Perhaps we shall be sanguine companions. Loving one another, yet not lovers; joined in the life of looming over the normal individuals.
Saturday, November Thirteenth, Two Thousand and Twenty-One
Right, so. . . I stumbled upon the Vampirism & Energy Work Research Study (VEWRS) a few minutes ago. I feel that I shouldn’t fiddle with it just yet. I need to find my place, after all. If only there was a test put in place, for a Whelp such as myself, to figure out which type of vampire I am. But maybe I can answer that question.
I have a history with witchcraft, and have recognised the fact that I do possess a few gifts and the aptitude for working with the energy about us. Ah, and not to mention my status as an Empath. So already is looks as if I am a Psi Vampire. However, I do have a weighing interest in consuming blood as well. So perhaps I am a Hybrid?
Well, I will only find out through study, exploration, experience and connecting with others like my self.
Saturday, November Thirteenth, Two Thousand and Twenty-One~
I’m not sure how to begin. This all so new to me, but in a positive way. I still have a hefty amount of topics to explore, terms to learn, and things to learn about myself. For now, I suppose, I will likely rest. For even if I am mostly accustomed to being nocturnal, I still have to hold the schedule created for my Educational Cycle. My final educational cycle.
Well, that’s inaccurate. Mostly because I have not yet decided on my future as far as College goes. Ah, I am veering off topic. Or am I simply exploring what journaling is like?
Aha! I’ll just talk of my reasons for coming here in the first place! No idea where to begin. . . Hmm, perhaps the topic of my level of interest in blood, and “feeding”? Well, for one, I’ve had an interest in blood since I was fourteen. Then, however, it was fuelled only by my passion for darker things; death, violence and sexual indulgence. But now I see it could be greater than that. No, I see it is greater than that. It’s deeper. More flowing. Sacred, even.
From what I’ve gathered in the past few hours, I believe I possibly have a place in the Vampyre community. Rather I be a Psychic Vampyre, or a Sanguinarian Vampyre- or maybe one who is equal in both. I will only find out with the passage of time. But I do know that whichever I am, I will embrace myself.
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