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I am owned and controlled by everyone. I am only free when I dream...And consequently when I write.



I write stories that will never sell in the states. I haven't even tried to get them published. My parents would drop dead of mortification.



Someone suggested a UK firm for publication and I am looking into that. I love writing. I have a natural talent for it that most people are astonished by, yet no one really sticks around to read them because the material is controversial.



I have to write down what pops into my head or it revolves around getting more detailed until I do. I don't have to concentrate, think hard, or plan where my character will go. I just write it down or go stir crazy. It writes itself! Honestly, I am just the jerk who has a pen and paper.



When I tell people that, they look at me like they can't believe their ears. I have been told that few writers have ever been blessed by being able to say that...Beethoven, Steven King, and a few others I can't remember offhand.



On a side note, I love Beethoven! Have you ever heard Trans-Siberian Orchestra do 'Beethoven's Last Night'? I own it. I love it. I heard a little classical in some of your new songs if I am not mistaken. You might want to check them out too, if you have a second (or haven't already).



I need someone (for a friend-don't get slap happy here) who won't look at me like I am a demon-spawn, demented, or disgusting in some way when I act like myself.



I should move. I know it, but I can't.



One of my brothers has down-syndrome and is in a facility ran by the very people I work for now. I don't expect him to live more than a few years longer. He has a pump in his head (last one, before they came out with the kind that doesn't grow into your head permanently) that will eventually stop working and he will have seizures back to back until it kills him. I have seen it before, but they were always able to stop it. This time will be forever, so I am not leaving here no matter how I hate it and hiding who I am.



People down here think I am either very lovable and sweet, or the anti-Christ. I am actually deeply religious so that last one bothers me.



Whatever...people are ignorant and prejudiced. What else is new, right?



I take pleasure in making some of those very same 'idiots' laugh every single day and they hate me for it...



*Wink*



...gotta love that.



Jenna Karro

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