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Honestly I think the only way to change how I've been is to talk about it. Maybe a counselor on campus or just let it out here. I've been having trouble just going to the two jobs I got after they fired me from the last one. I put my heart into that place and they fired me 3 days before I was going to get a raise stating that I was late when I came on my scheduled time. I've since found out that I wasn't the only one they did that to. But it kind of threw me off and I lack the motivation to even try anymore. I want to and need to get it together. Im not a person that flakes out of their duties and commitments and I can see why my husband is frustrated with me. I would be.
I'm stressed the hell out honestly and I know it won't get better if I don't just go to work. I'm going to just take it day by day and not worry what might happen.
Stopping now to think I've had a crazy few years and I haven't really had a chance to even cope with it all. I think just staying busy again might help. Talking to a counselor would definitely help but I'm just so stubborn when I try and even open up. I don't think anyone could tell me anything I don't already know

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AbsintheandBlood
15:53 Sep 17 2019

Have you thought about being a care giver. Someone who sits with a elderly person during the night or certain times of the day until a family member comes home. Mostly all you do is make sure their meds are given, maybe a meal depending what time of day or night you're with them.

You can actually sit and study even bring your laptop.
There's a big need for care givers/

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NikkiAidyn
16:15 Sep 17 2019

I have a friend who does that up here. I'll have to look into it

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Someone close to me bought a ton of these to hand out to "help people see their sin".



I'm pretty open minded but I can't help but think handing someone this would create the opposite of what this person desires.
I asked for one because I was curious but if someone came up to me and handed me this I really wouldn't be won over to the cause...

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AbsintheandBlood
20:47 Sep 16 2019

It amuses me that people uses portions of the Bible then turns them around to their way of thinking.
This is a scare tactic these so called Christians use, don't even read such propaganda.

Note : These people should be careful, things may backfire on them one day for scaring people away from God rather than to God.

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NikkiAidyn
21:02 Sep 16 2019

I know better. I've studied the bible formally and informally lol
Hell is a mechanism churches use to control people

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memesintexts
22:19 Sep 16 2019

I see this as a firm attempt at harming people, such as attempted assault, and hopefully one day this will become a punishable offence by law.

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NikkiAidyn
00:22 Sep 17 2019

Maybe a small form of harassment... it was odd how she said it. I know she really believes in this stuff and thinks shes saving people, but that's not how others will see it.

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