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yeah it would

Omg it SO would!

Maybe I'll put skulls and dark stuff around it and tattoo it on my back somewhere lol

Choose a different path.
Sometimes in life we find out that the path we choose isn't the right path we were destine to be on. You can't make yourself be happy or find joy in anything that wasn't meant to be.
When you finally come to the point of being that miserable it's time to make changes.

Find joy in "nothing"

Have yourself a damn good cry let out all those bad negative emotions and try to make new ones.

Change is a good thing when you have reached thst point. I'm at that point but for different reasons. I totally get it.

Thank you guys. I'm just so tired of being empty.
I need to make the change I was planning sooner rather than later because I'm dying inside