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Here are my thoughts, feel free to post comments.



The universe is not logical. Existence is not logical and life is not

logical. How can something come out of nothing? If ever there

was nothing there should still be nothing. How can the universe

be infinite? Yet nothing can exist outside of the universe. How can time

be eternal? Yet nothing can exist outside of time. How can mass

produce consciousness? If ever a man was not conscious he should still

be unconscious. The order of the universe suggests the existence of a

god but what created God? If energy cannot be created or destroyed

then there is a finite amount but what created energy? The universe

should not exist. Life should not exist. There is no logic.

The reason for this is that the universe we experience is not the true

reality... It is no more than a dream. Consciousness alone exists. A single

consciousness alone exists, isolated in a void of nothingness. There is no

God. There is no other consciousness besides that of the One. It sleeps.

It dreams. As it awakens from one dream, another dream begins. There

is no reality for it to awake to. There is nothing outside of

consciousness. The universe seems real to the characters in the dream

but what they perceive as "self" does not exist. The consciousness of the

many, are the consciousness of the one. The lives of the many are the

dreams of the one.

Deep within every man this knowledge resides. This is why man sees

himself in others. What he hates in others is what he hates most in

himself. What he fears in others is what he fears most in himself. What

he loves in others is what he most wants to possess. How he treats his

fellow man is a reflection of his true feeling towards his own

consciousness. Those who worship "God" are fools, for they deny the

reality of the one which exists within them. Those who fear "God" are

frightened of shadows for there is nothing beyond consciousness.

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vampirefreak
08:19 May 02 2010

thats so deep u think about the same things i do i wonder that all the time that so cool u are as down to earth and thoughtful as i am

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NightwingImmortal
08:06 May 03 2010

Thank you so very much. There's not to many women, who share the same views as we do. I'm very pleased to know there are some that do exist in this world with an advanced consciousness!

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PAGAN
19:30 Jun 12 2010

interesting... the collective consciousness is the reality that we have become conditioned to forget because i am wholly sure we once knew it many centuries ago.



i liked this journal entry

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NightwingImmortal
19:36 Jun 12 2010

Thank you so much PAGAN, and Ms. Vampire. For taking the time to read my Journal Entries. I wish this J/E can go viral, to the rest of the world.

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This journal entry is actually a question that was sent to me here on VR. The question was: Why do I call myself evil? And how do I know this?



So, my answer was quite long but truthful, with a little history lesson mixed in along with a spoonful of facts. I figured that will make for an awesome journal entry! Anyways, here is my recipe for my evil nature which is actually good.



Here goes:



"The research has already been done. So, I am basically going to sum it up for you... In the beginning of Christianity, the early Christians actually believed that Lucifer was the Creator, then they later changed it to Jehova. Because the Luciferians was the ruling class. When King James was giving the order and authority to rewrite Christian belief and history of its origin. He enlisted the help of the Nicea or Nicean counsel. Which consisted of 46 scholars. Those 'scholars began to rewrite history based on the beliefs they wanted them to believe for a controlling factor. So, in came Jehova or Yahweh or Yahuwa, out went Lucifer. They changed him from God to an angel of God casted out. Now where does 'Satan' fit into this story you may ask? They stole the words satanama which means 'Alpha and Omega' the beginning and the end. Which is in the very first book of the bible. Genesis. The letters 'ma' means after death or after life. They left out the letters 'ma' and created a father of Lucifer, and called him the 'devil' which spelled backwards is lived, get it?



Then the brainwashing and reprogramming process began. By creating an evil deity called 'Satan' giving him a pitchfork complete with horns and tail. And giving the illusion that if you do not obey these commands of these men set before you, then you will be condemned to 'hell' and burn forever. Bull fucking shit!



That was the plan from the getgo! To keep the true power of the occult out of the hands of regular people. The power that resides in each and everyone of us. The very power that we lost and regained it the sorcery, witchcraft and satanism. That power once unlocked from the right side of the brain, the so called 90% that we do not use. Is of unspeakable magnitude. Everything from telepathy, telekinises, levitation, astral projection, clairvoyance, e.s.p. to healing the sick with your bare hands!



So, that's why I refer to myself as being 'evil'. To let everyone know that I do not believe as they be lie eve. I am live or evil backwards. That's the mind trick and word play they the Christians have used on us since the very beginning. I apologize for the longevity of my response to your question. I just wanted to give a small history or his story lesson to you."

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Therra
09:56 Jun 14 2010

Wow, very good point of view,

Thank you for sharng this!!!

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NightwingImmortal
10:08 Jun 14 2010

You are very welcome, Therra. I am glad I was able to enlighten you. Thanks to you Therra, I will post even more entries.

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