Anyone here want to take a stab at the meaning of a few re-occurring dreams?
We've made it to May!
Life has somewhat improved.... Physically I'm doing better. A few more bumps and bruises along the way. My back went out again requiring yet ANOTHER ER visit and a new round of heavy duty steroids and now I am having a reaction to all the steroids where I just want to claw my skin off it's so itchy! But other than that... Things are looking up.
Mentally however.... The trauma of constantly being so sick and never seeming to get better has just completely drained me. Then add in work stress, Family stress, Friend stress, Financial stress, and what-the-fuck-ever stress..... and I'm an exhausted mess lol
So much so that I've been having one of my (5) re-occurring dreams nightly.... I don't get much rest anymore.
The only saving grace has been the new soul in my life... and he has made one hell of a difference. It's shocking how easy and effortless it is with him and that absolutely terrifies me because in my experience/past/history... the easier it is... the worse it ends.
This exhausted mess needs a vacation.... and a million dollars... and a bottle of whiskey. Maybe then I'll feel better.
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Morganna777
01:45 May 11 2016
I will.... PM me if you wish...
Curtsy,
Morganna777