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Last year my life fell apart. I was hit with blow after blow after blow of different levels of suck, pain, and heartache....



But I'm not going to talk about that. It's been documented here already. It's not needed.



I am going to mark the bright happy spots of this past year. I spend enough time (whining) going over all the negative and I feel I should start the year off on a more positive note.





~ I went to two pretty awesome concerts this year. Megan Trainor in March and Ed Sheeran in September. Both put on amazing shows and I will for sure see Sheeran again!



~ In April my Tw!n and I went on a fabulous 5 day cruise to Cozumel and Progresso followed by 3 days in New Orleans. Great locations, Great Drinks, Great Food, AMAZING company and Unforgettable life experiences!



~ I went to two wonderful, beautiful, and amazingly fun weddings this year. Two very happy, very deserving couples tied the knot and then partied the night away with their loved ones.







Three.... threee things make my bright spot list for 2015. It may seem small (exceedingly so) but that is three more than I could have expected or hoped for.



Apart from those three bright and shiny spots I am also grateful for the 'maybe not so bright or excessively happy' spots that helped me get through this very very tough year.



~ I have a job. A decent paying, consistent, working with animals job. I don't always love it but a majority of the time I am more than content.



~ I have a place to stay. Where it's warm, secure, very comfortable and uniquely mine. I have a car I can jump into and drive where ever I wish, whenever I wish.



~ I have an AMAZING! and I mean A.MAZE.ING!!! support system of family and friends. Without them I, 100%, would not be here today. They are the best people in the world and I truly don't know what I did, or continue to do, to deserve them.





My life in 2015 was shit. Unbearably so.... but I made it through. Quite a bit worse for wear and definitely not very happy but... still here.



Now it's a new year and I can semi-start over. I don't do 'resolutions' or even promise to be "better" in any way... I will simply TRY.



~ TRY to be healthier (in a very realistic way)

~ TRY to be happier

~ TRY to get out of my comfort zone (even if it's just a little step out)

~ TRY to do something good for others

~ TRY to create something

~ TRY to repair something





Just..... TRY