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Exile

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Please don't put it into words

'Cause I fear what you're thinking

...It's gonna make it hurt

You better not try to make me

Believe in someone new



Faithless

On my way

Defenseless

From my heart, won't you be

Heartless, here with me

Breathless, from this night's misery

This night will start the exile run



Now you tell me what it was worth

Was it meant to be broken

The circle that wouldn't shed a single tear

And now you wanna redirect me from the face of the Earth

Not willing to share your time

Not near

Not far

I'm just a spectator, once loved

Just fear

Just scars

A sheer introduction to what I've lost, to what I've lost...



Faithless

On my way

Defenseless

From my heart, won't you be

Heartless, here with me

Breathless, from this night's misery (from this night's misery)

One more endless night...



To notice all the things I have to be...



[Solo]



Faithless

On my way

Won't forget...

From my heart, won't you be

Heartless, here with me

Breathless, from this night's misery

This night will start the exile run

Deformography

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when you wish upon a star

don't let yourself fall, fall in too hard

I fell into you and I'm on my back

an insect decaying in your little trap

I squirm into you, now I'm in your gut

I fell into you, now I'm in a rut

"i lift you up like the sweetest angel,

i'll tear you down like a whore.

i will bury your god in my warm spit,

you'll be deformed in your porn"

rock star, yeah (you're such a dirty, dirty)

rock star, yeah (dirty, dirty, dirty)

you eat up my heart and all the little parts

your star is so sharp

it leaves me jagged holes

I make myself sick just to poison you

if I can't have you then no one will



[chorus]



you are the one i want and what i want is so unreal

i'm such a dirty Rock star yeah...

(i am the one you want and the one you want is so unreal)

This Circus

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What did I have to lose

Being negative

I bled through the snow

Then never sat down

It's clear for today

You're sleazy at night

And soon as we heal

We will run

Or start swinging



For below there begging for it

I'm on my way, never settle

Always learning

People they beg us for it

I'm on my way

Better settle

Almost there



This might just feed the

Mother of all our needs

Turning over here



Luck must fight over me

And never give in to

Weird out the soul

Replace it with salt

I live within sight of

This medicine man how perfectly

Sure of this circus

I start swinging

We start swinging



'Cause this might just feed

The mother of all needs

Turning over, heard it oh so clear

The mother of all our needs

Turning over, heard it oh so



Just run them off

Or grab and hold



Below there begging for it

I'm on my way, never settle

Always learning

People they beg us for it

I'm on my way

Better settle

Almost there



This might just feed

The mother of all needs

Turning over, heard it oh so clear

The mother of all our needs

Turning over, heard it oh so clear

The Undertaker (Renholdër Mix)

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Thank you for making me

feel like I am guilty.

Making it... easy to...

murder your sweet memory.



You were way out of line,

went and turned it all around on me again.

How can I not smell your lie

through the smoke and arrogance?



But, now I know.

So, you will not get away with it again.

I'm distant in those hollow eyes

for I have reached my end.

So...



Thank you for making me

feel like I am guilty,

making it easy to murder your sweet memory.



Before I go, tell me...

Were you ever who you claimed yourself to be?



Either way I must say goodbye.

You're dead to me.

So I...



Thank you for making me

(thank you for making me)

feel like I am guilty,

(feel like I'm guilty)

making it easy to

(making it easy to)

murder your sweet memory

(murder your memory)



I'm severing the heart line,

(severing the heart line)

I'm leaving your corpse behind...

(leaving your corpse behind)

Not dead but soon to be, though.

(not dead but soon to be)

I won't be the one who kills you,



I'll just leave that up to you.



I'm not gonna be there to revive you.

I'm not gonna be there to revive you.

I'm not gonna be there to revive you.

I'm gonna be the one to say "I told you so".



"I told you so..."

"I told you so..."

"I told you so..."

"I told you so..."

"I told you so..."

"I sold you, so..."

"I sold you, so?"

"I told you so..."

I told you.



Severing the heart line,

("I told you so...")

I'm leaving your corpse behind.

("I told you so...")

Not dead but soon to be, and

("I told you so...")

I'm gonna be the one to say "I told you so".

The Venom Inside

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The venom inside.

Turned me into the enemy

Turned into what I hate

My apathy got the best of me

Blood boiled and lost my way



I never thought I'd be the one to blame

Have to live with constant shame

Everything that I put inside

Just to feel numb



I tried to escape

Push it away

Tried to hide

The venom inside



This was nothing but moral abuse

Guess I just needed something new

What could I gain from solitude?

Or acting like a fool?



I tried to escape

Push it away

Tried to hide

The venom inside



I tried to escape

Push it away

Tried to hide

The venom inside



Disconnected, Apathetic

It's so pathetic to be this frantic

I needed help! I needed help!

Like methadone for an addict



I tried to escape

Push it away

Tried to hide

The venom inside

My Own Hell

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Twisting and turning unable to sleep,

Do the voices ever stop!?

My thoughts speak louder the more I resist

And I after I remain insane

do they ever go



Inside

I'm a danger to myself (Im a danger to myself!)

Inside

I'm a prisoner of my own hell (my own hell!)



Loosing the battle I've waged on myself

Lock me up and toss the key!

Toys in the attic,

Its all getting worse.

Why wont I let me be!?

Oh god make it stop!



Inside

I'm a danger to myself (Im a danger to myself!)

Inside

I'm a prisoner of my own hell (my own hell!)



Fit me for a straight jacket.

Put me in a padded cell.

I'm a danger to you all,

And I'm a danger to myself!





Inside

I'm a danger to myself (Im a danger to myself!)

Inside

I'm a prisoner of my own hell (my own hell!)

[x2]

Eulogy

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He had alot to say.

He had alot of nothing to say.

We'll miss him.

I'll miss him.



He had alot to say.

He had alot of nothing to say.

We'll miss him.

I'll miss him.

We're gonna miss him

We're gonna miss him



So long.

We wish you well.

You told us how you weren't afraid to die.

Well then, so long.

Don't cry.

Or feel too down.

Not all martyrs see divinity.

But at least you tried.



Standing above the crowd,

He had a voice that was strong and loud.

We'll miss him.

We'll miss him.



Ranting and pointing his finger

At everything but his heart.

We'll miss him.

We'll miss him.

We're gonna miss him.

We're gonna miss him.



No way to recall

What it was that you had said to me,

Like I care at all.



But you were so loud.

You sure could yell.

You took a stand on every little thing

And so loud.



You could be the one who saves me from my own existance.



"I'm too smart when you're invisible by the bone and the symbol on you. So he bashes his skull through the window while over looking the sea. Twilight amber ego. We were amused by this"



Standing above the crowd,

He had a voice that was strong and loud and I

Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so

Eager to identify with

Someone above the ground,

Someone who seemed to feel the same,

Someone prepared to lead the way, and

Someone who would die for me.



Will you? Will you now?

Would you die for me?

Don't you fuckin lie.



Don't you step out of line.

Don't you step out of line.

Don't you step out of line.

Don't you fuckin lie.



You've claimed all this time that you would die for me.

Why then are you so surprised when you hear your own

eulogy?



He had alot to say.

He had alot of nothing to say.

He had alot to say.

He had alot of nothing to say.



Come down.

get off your fuckin cross.

We need the fuckin space to nail the next fool martyr.



To ascend you must die.

You must be crucified

For our sins and our lies.

Goodbye!!!

Gehenna

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Do you Believe? Do you Fade like a Dream?

Let me hear you BREATHE

Let me watch as you sleep

The Sparrow's Eyes... Promises shift into judgments

I cannot deny that you were designed for my punishments



The Blood and The Body - Control the cut so it's seamless

Show me your Heart - Show me the way to complete this

TETHERED / to a scene I / TREASURE / can you help me?

I / SEVER/ god it's perfect, it's / NEVER / really perfect

Now... I can finally be myself

Cuz I don't want to be myself



FREE MY SEVERED HEART, GIVE ME YOU - I WANT IT

(I don't want to be myself)



I cannot maintain a semblance of Normal anymore

I'd rather feel pain than try to fit in with you anymore

I'll throw it all away, like everybody else

I can finally be myself

Cuz I don't want to be myself



FREE MY SEVERED HEART, GIVE ME YOU - I WANT IT

(I don't want to be myself)

The Game

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Tell me exactly

what am I supposed to do?

Now that I have

allowed you to beat me!

Do you think that

we could play another game?

Maybe I can win this time?

I kind of like

the misery you put me through.

Darling, you can trust me

completely.

If you even try

to look the other way,

I think that I could kill this time.



Rah! Rah! [x2]



It doesn't really seem

I'm getting through to you.

Though I see you weeping so sweetly.

I think that you might

have to take another taste,

a little bit of hell this time.



Rah! Rah!

Lie to me!

Rah! Rah!

Lie to me!



Is she not right?

Is she insane?

Will she now run for her life

in the battle that ends this day?

Is she not right?!

Is she insane?!

Will she now run for her life

now that she LIED TO ME!



You always wanted

people to remember you.

You leave your little mark on

society!

Don't you know your wish

is coming true today?

Another victim dies tonight.



Rah! Rah!

Lie to me!

Rah! Rah!

Lie to me!



Is she not right?

Is she insane?

Will she now run for her life

in the battle that ends this day?

Is she not right?!

Is she insane?!

Will she now run for her life

now that she LIED TO ME!



Ramidi ma ma ba di ma!

Ramidi ma ma din do!

Ramidi ma ma ba di ma!

Ramidi ma ma ba di mo!

[all x3]



Is she really telling lies again?

Doesn't she realize she's in danger?



Eeeeeeeyow!



Is she not right?

Is she insane?

Will she now run for her life

in the battle that ends this day?

Is she not right?!

Is she insane?!

Will she now run for her life

now that she LIED TO ME!



The little bitch,

she went and she told A LIE!

Now she will never tell another.

A LIE!

The little bitch,

she went and she told A LIE!

NEVER FUCKING LIE TO ME!

Can't Happen Here

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Chariots clashed in the dead of night

Subversiveness clouds the clearest of minds

Blink of an eye

We're collateralized

Raised up in arms

Never knowing why



We get what we take when we take nothing

(Pull the helmet from your eyes)

We're erased and betrayed by mistakes



Does your god

Know my god?

This is how the world will end



And it begs the question

When bullets cloud the sky

Taking away the pain of

Thinking for ourselves

Demons beat down

They beat down our doors

And it begs the question

Could this scene be real

Stealing away our children

Taking away our dreams



We get what we take when we take nothing

(Pull the helmet from your eyes)

We're erased and betrayed by mistakes



Does your god

Know my god?

This is how the world will end (World will end)

Does your god

Know my god?

This is how the world will end



We get what we take when we take nothing

(Pull the helmet from your eyes)

We're erased and betrayed by mistakes



Does your god

Know my god?

This is how the world will end (World will end)

Does your god

Know my god?

This is how the world will end (World will end)

Does your god

Know my god?

This is how the world will end (World will end)

Does your god (This is how)

Know my god? (The world will end)

This is how the world will end

Radiant Eclipse

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Two nights ago I was shot

A bullet sunk straight through the skull

A friend pulled the trigger that silenced me

No pain as I awoke, but dead

Seeing the face of the man

The time as he lays down his gun

I knew this was going to take place

White silence, so peaceful, so numb



No one knows the time they're changing

No one will see through



You're all gone to me, (gone to me)

I've been pulled out to watch from my eternal sleep

Intuition and a warning to believe (I will believe)

Something was wrong and though I felt I had to stay

Moving on seemed to be somber bliss

Without one goodbye

I watch my Mother shed tears



No!

This gun has stopped time in its tracks

Has altered the course of my fate

Destiny is shattered and timeless

Closed eyes feel the cold winds embrace



I'll watch you call, calling for me,

you can't bring back time...

Close your eyes and look away,

fate exposed, won't let me stay

Hope will fall tonight with broken wings,

descending entity in me



My voice has been taken from me.

The more I listen, the more I have to say



You're all gone to me, (gone to me)

I've been pulled out to watch from my eternal sleep

Intuition and a warning to believe (I will believe)

Something was wrong and though I felt I had to stay

Moving on seemed to be somber bliss

Without one goodbye

I watch my Mother shed tears

(and taste the blood that she cries,

and taste the blood that she cries)



I'll watch you call, calling for me,

you can't bring back time...

Close your eyes and look away,

fate exposed, won't let me stay

Hope will fall tonight with broken wings,

descending entity in me

BloodLust

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Your true definition of me

Your idea that Im real

All of this is an illusion

Even though you can feel

My touch and my eyes

They lie and they victimize

My touch and my eyes

Pierce through, make you realise

I never wanted this world to be better

I always wanted this world to suffer

My flesh, my blood, all my animosity

Give me strength and define me

A bloodlust, it's all I trust

No more boundaries to cross

There is nothing uncommon

Indifferent to the pain I've caused

This confession means nothing

My touch and my eyes

They lie and they victimize

My touch and my eyes

Pierce through, make you realise

I never wanted this world to be better

I always wanted this world to suffer

My flesh, my blood, all my animosity

Give me strength and define me

A bloodlust, it's all I trust

This demon cannot be hushed

These cowards will all be crushed

No longer will I hide from them

My ways are set in stone

Nobody has ever known me

A life truly spent alone

Your true definition of me

Your idea that Im real

All of this is an illusion

Even though you can feel

My touch and my eyes

They lie and they victimize

My touch and my eyes

Pierce through, make you realise

I never wanted this world to be better

I always wanted this world to suffer

My flesh, my blood, all my animosity

Give me strength and define me

A bloodlust, it's all I trust

Bloodwork

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Here is your broken character, the one left of heaven.

Scissors cut him from the page, example,

continue to read not to retrace the steps, touch me.

The hemorrhaging has ceased, has ceased.



And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip.

And I swallowed myself sick. And I inherited my health. And I inherited my health





Here is your wake and smile, that you seem to need.

The safe and the touch, and the unweave.

Right where you placed it the night before,

Saint checks in to make sure,

you're right where you say that you are,

right where you are.



And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip.

And I swallowed myself sick. And I inherited my health.And I inherited my health





I couldnt have seen

all these pictures of me

But i need need to(-Echo-), but i need to, I

Couldn't find a better way .

Couldn't find a better way, to lie.



And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip.

And I swallowed myself sick. And I inherited my health, And I inherited my health





I couldnt have seen

all these pictures of me

But i need need to(-Echo-), but i need to, I

Couldn't find a better way.

Couldn't find a better way.

Couldn't find a better way.

Couldn't find a better way.

To lie.

To lie.

To lie.

Misunderstood

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Waiting

In the calm of desolation

Wanting to break

From this circle of confusion



Sleeping

In the depths of isolation

Trying to wake

From this daydream of illusion



How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me

How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me

How can I know so many

Never really knowing anyone



If I seem superhuman

I have been

Misunderstood



It challenges the essence of my soul

And leaves me in a state of disconnection

As I navigate the maze of self control



Playing a lion being led to a cage

I turn from a thief to a beggar

From a god to God save me



How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me

How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me

How can I know so many

Never really knowing anyone



If I seem superhuman

I have been

Misunderstood



Playing a lion being led to a cage

I turn from surreal to seclusion

From love to disdain

From belief to delusion

From a thief to a beggar

From a god to God save me



How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me

How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me

How can I know so many

Never really knowing anyone



If I seem superhuman

I have been

Misunderstood

Schism

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I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away

mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing,

pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion

disintegrating as it goes testing our communication

the light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so

we cannot see to reach an end crippling our communicatioooon.



I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down

no fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to

point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.

To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communicatioooon.



The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,

And the circling is worth it.

Finding beauty in the dissonance.



There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.

Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting

I've done the the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing

Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communicatioooon.



cold, cold, cold,

Cold silence haaaas

a tendency toooo

atrophy anyyyyy

sense of compassiooooon.



between supposed loverrrs

between supposed brotherrrrrs.



(I know the pieces fit. 7x)

I know the pieces fiiit!

Overburdened

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Hell is still overburdened

I must stand and wait in line

I may never know for certain

When will be my time

How was I considered evil?

Pleasures taken in this life

Someone granted me reprieval

Decades spent in strife



Led to nothing

Repeated in my mind

Led to nothing

If only I was born another time



Hell is still overburdened

I must stand and wait in line

Hell is still overburdened

How have I been so determined malign?



It's the closing of the curtain

In the play that was my life

Countless chapters left unopened

Tragedies inside

I was fighting for a reason

Holy blessed homicide

Seems I have committed treason

All I've sacrificed



Led to nothing

Repeated in my mind

Led to nothing

If only I was born another time



Hell is still overburdened

I must stand and wait in line

Hell is still overburdened

How I have been so determined malign?

Hell is still overburdened

I must stand and wait in line

Hell is still overburdened

How I have been so determined malign?



Fate is so unkind

Now I should have known

Blind leading the blind

Reaping what I've sown

If it all amounts to nothing

Why, then, am I standing in this line?



Hell is still overburdened

I must stand and wait in line

Hell is still overburdened

How I have been so determined malign?

Hell is still overburdened

I must stand and wait in line

Hell is still overburdened

How I have been so determined malign?

No World For Tomorrow

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Wait, there's never been a mess like this.

Oh no more hands to hold.

The pain turns tomorrow for her to give up.

Curse us as God has.

Believe me, Hell has no room for your crime.

So beat me, 'till the blood and the bone finds our end here.



Bye bye world, only our heads to hold on.

Boy, you're never gonna see, nothing's gonna come of me.

Raise your hands high!

Young brothers and sisters,

There's a world's worth of work and a need for you.



Oh, changes come, if you'll get yours. Now go.

There's no world for tomorrow if we wait for today.



Bye bye world, only our heads to hold on.

Boy, you're never gonna see, nothing's gonna come of me.

Raise your hands high!

Young brothers and sisters,

There's a world's worth of work and a need for you.



Oh, changes come in through these doors, now closing.

There's no world for tomorrow if we wait for today.



Now The Crowing dies!



You all think you've figured me out; the words I say.

Your words mean nothing at all, so now I lay.

I say come on, come on, boy.

I say come on, come on, boy. Watch it bleed.



What did I do to deserve all of this?

What did I do to deserve all of you?