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I went to the doctor today and got 10 needles in my back and man did it hurt

2-20-2022 at 8:58 pm
I have a doctor appt tomorrow at 4:00 pm to get
a shot in my back I'm scared of needles but I will
deal with it

2-17-2022 at 10:10 pm
I'm sitting here listening to the rain outside of my window
thinking about my mom and how I miss her yeah it's been 7 years now since she passed I remember sitting at her bedside looking at all the machines hooked up to her hoping maybe she might pull through and come out of it I never thought for a moment I would have to take her off life support like I did it was the worst day of my life having to say goodbye, the tears rolled down my face as they shut down the machines and her heartbeat for the last time I could feel my heart sink I felt dead inside.
God I miss her every day of my life yeah I still got her twin sister whom I live with now but it's not the same as having my mom though it brings me to tears just thinking about her.

I went to the doctor on the 5th of this month just to find out that I'm unable to have surgery to reduce my breast cause of the tremors I have which I find bull shit cause I really need it cause of my back I think having the surgery would help my back a lot but no I have to deal with the pain in my damn back.
and then today I got a message from my daughter stating she wants a mother and daughter relationship with me after all this time not talking to me I just don't know what to do I mean I love her and miss her so much but she has played head games with me to many times in the past but I think I'm gonna give her a chance to show me that she really wants to talk to me again.