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The mask and the mirror.



Everyone puts a mask

Everyone wears a mask

But with different reasons

But with different purposes.

Some hides the insecurities

Some hides the softness of

Their own character and hearts

Some hides how fake they are

Some hides how ugly

They really truly are.

Some hides narcissism

With fake angelic modest

Personality enough to fool you.

Others just to protect

Themselves from being

Destroyed by being all tough

And rough and all blunt

But with amazing pathological

Lying and acting 24 hours

Around everyone.

They can still be themselves

But nobody knows which is which

And here we all are playing

A game that either you win

Or you loose it all.

Who wins they live.

Who loose they cease to exist

Let alone live.

It's a ring.

The foods or forest

But woods fits better.

The hunters and the hunted.

They predators and preys.

We all wear a mask

To kill and destroy

To charm and fool others

To be someone we are not

Just to belong somewhere

To survive from the iminent death

We have to be the hunters.

We have to fool others in

In their trap and their own games

Give them something like

A living a lie security when

It's all made of thin ice.

But when we look in the mirror

If we look harder, we can see

What we truly are.

Who we truly are.

Fool yourself with lies

And you end up believing

Fool others with the lies

They will believe it too.

But you can never fool

A mirror.

Mirrors never lies.

It will show you the skin

It will show you also

What lies in that head.

What lies in that heart

What lies in your fears.

What lies in your past

That formed you now.

You can never escape

From the mirror.

Everyone puts a mask

Everyone wears a mask

But with different reasons

But with different purposes.

Some hides the insecurities

Some hides the softness of

Their own character and hearts

Some hides how fake they are

Some hides how ugly

They really truly are.

Some hides narcissism

With fake angelic modest

Personality that will fool you.

But you can never fool a mirror.

Cause nothing and nobody

Knows you better than

The mirror itself.

It is my funeral day

Or is it yours?

Let's open the casket

And let's see who is there

Which corpse belong in it.

I see it is you.

You see it too.

Yes I am telling you

The ones who left me

For good, but that before

You decided to treat me

Like your toy called yoyo.

You pull me up only

When I am needed,

You push me down

When you do not need me

Then you put me in the box

Long forgotten for when

You need me or simply

Throw me away like

I am broken and never

To be repaired to to be used again

Somehow I liked being alone

Not to be used by you.

If I had been broken from

The start you would never

Have picked me up.

I am a strange being

A peculiar being

That is nothing but

A big rough edged mess

All crazy and odd

A being that fits nowhere

A being that is unique piece

Yet unwanted cause

I am something you people

can't handle nor stand

That whenever I fall

I stand up walking again

And good as new

Just not stupid as you

To belong or hang again

Or being used and thrashed

By beings like you.

I am a loner

I know that friendship

Was never good for me

Nor even relationships.

People abandon me all the time

Not because they are too good

To be near me,

But because I am too good

For them to handle me

Or to stand me at all.

I am way too blunt

I am way too much

I speak how I feel

I speak how I think

Filter I have not in my mouth

To sugarcoat things for you

Things and facts that is too much

For you to take all in

Cause you want to live a lie.

I lived a lie all my life.

I thought I had friends

But they were scavengers

Users and backstabbers

Phony and fake,

All shiny and flashy

But now who is in that casket?

Who we are saying eternally

Goodbye from our lives to?

Its you dear fake friend.

Go in peace now that you

Found your crew,

Found your same kind.

You fit well together

Hope you will be happy

But if not, it ain't my problem

You will not be taken back

Not from me for sure

That I learnt my lesson

That If I was not worth it

For you enough to be kicked

Than you are not worth enough

For me to be kept or taken back

This is my funeral

Or is it yours?

Let's open the casket

To see whose corpse is in there?

I see it is not mine

I see it is yours.

To you I say eternally goodbye

For you to choose to expel me

From your life,

Whether it is virtual or real

I do not care anymore,

For your character shown

How fake of a being you are

That you took a decision

That can't be undone.

I might be kind

Just not forgiving one.

I gave you an eternal gift

I gave you an eternal

Dishonored and Disgraced

Funeral, for I will not cry

Nor feel sorrow.

But I shall party and drink

And eat and finally live

A reality which is better

Than any lie you made me believe.