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You need to risk it and stand out if you want to make something of yourself.
02:41 Oct 06 2013
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I am someone who like some attention here and there. What can I say? Its addictive. Since school I got attention. Lot of it actually but very negative way since I got bullied a lot. When it came to secondary school, again I got so much attention by teachers and school kids. I spent most of the time in headmistress office trying to scaring me with threats they I will be expelled but she could not do it cause no evidence. No evidence cause I hardly was the type to cause trouble. I was not the type to cause it but being in it seems to be in one of my trait. Not good one. But there are times when I got bullied by others in secondary school I made a promise to myself they if someone pick a hobby to take her nerves on me, be it a student or a teacher, I will stand up to myself.



Those times I had hormonal problem and much more psychological and sexual problem. Sexual cause of being in the wrong gender and trapped in all GIRLS school. Psychological cause the gender comes in and 6 years being in an elementary school and being nothing but bullied and caused me to come out with D.I.D and extreme anxiety disorder, and hormonal well ..............who is not a teen and got no hormonal control temper problem????? I started to become nastily blunt and cruel to those who picked their hobby on me. Taught them I take no shit. And indeed thanks to my D.I.D I made it this far in being popular yet hated. But I rather be hated and show them I am no Ho Bag for their bad days. I am someone who likes to risk it. But I never dared to risk my studies. I tried my best. Only very few teacher were decent in that lousy school Lily of the Valley. The other teachers there were just money diggers with big fat lazy ass LOL !!! Many of them got the job to do nothing much during the day, by shoving classwork and homework so they can read a magazine or drinking and eating a banana or a damn donuts in front of us when it said NO EATING IN DURING LESSONS. When I stood up and needed to drink to take some medicine and the teacher said no. I told her " Well I ma simply following an example from a good teacher that is eating and drinking during lesson without needing to take medication, when unlike you I am in deep need" And BAM!! In the headmistress office. I needed to go the toilets cause I could not hold it anymore when the teacher went 3 times in 1 lesson to the toilet and since I spoke up, again to the office. A girl insulted me and continued. once she finished, she turned and fell down the stairs. My hands were full of books and she accused me that i pushed her. Weird the head believed her and not me.



The head pissed me off all the time and finally i blew all the packet in her face. " If your employees aren't such bitchy whackjobs and will start to teach in decent way and learn to accept the critics from students then I would not be facing your ugly face all the time. If you want to expel me, do it. Fine. I will be happy not to see your stupid employees and your arrogant self in front of my face every morning for another 4 years. " And yes unbelievably I was super rude and nasty bastard but indeed it was needed cause from there I hardly ever ended up in her office again. Got detentions and reports but they are not so terrible. some teachers treated me better from then. The situations never ended up much pretty and came to terrible results but still people know what you are made of and no shall treat you like their anger bag. They shall treat you with respect. But if someone respect you, you shall do the same.



So risk it and say it off, or you will remain in the same old rusty moldy place all your life. I am still blunt and terrible at that. but be it good or bad, its indeed one of my trait