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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

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dabbler
03:24 Feb 16 2013

It's better to regret something you have said, then to regret something you haven't said.

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The European Union commissioners have announced that agreement has been reached to adopt English as the preferred language for European communications, rather than German, which was the other possibility.



As part of the negotiations, the British government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a five-year phased plan for what will be known as EuroEnglish (Euro for short).



In the first year, "s" will be used instead of the soft "c". Sertainly, sivil servants will resieve this news with joy.



Also, the hard "c" will be replaced with "k". Not only will this klear up konfusion, but typewriters kan have one less letter.



There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year, when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced by "f". This will make words like "fotograf" 20 per sent shorter.



In the third year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible.



Governments will enkorage the removal of double letters, which have always ben a deterent to akurate speling. Also, al wil agre that the horible mes of silent "e"s in the languag is disgrasful, and they would go.



By the fourth year, peopl wil be reseptiv to steps such as replasing "th" by "z" and "w" by " v".



During ze fifz year, ze unesesary "o" kan be dropd from vords kontaining "ou", and similar changes vud of kors be aplid to ozer kombinations of leters.



Und efter ze fifz yer, ve vil al be speking German like zey vunted in ze forst place....

I am Ciaran Jarlath and I had been ages on facebook. I usually am a cool person as in not popular to be loved by anyone and admired and people call a hottie or other stuff. But cool in emotional state. when I used to go out on a date with a babe or a dude I never cared much being dumped unless I love for real that person. In this life i think I had been dumped 3 times by guys and 3 of them had hurt me. One of them was full of lies and shit. And loved another woman so he dumped me. The other one used me and he wanted and then cause he couldn't get the cherry on the ice-cream he got mad and kicked me out of his apartment and also from his life. 2 fucking years to heal from it cause goddamn it I loved that guy. but when one day i was talking to a very sexual experienced woman and told her about how he never kissed me and never wanted to be seen in public with me or either touch me but wanted something like oral then he got it then once he is satisfied he tells me to get out. wow that was cold. very cold and it means he don't see you not even as a lover or a friend but just a mere sex tool. or most likely your mouth is a tool.



I didn't want to believe it but deep down I knew that it was the truth and was hard to digest. When I asked him what I am to him he said so the very same thing. nd I am not even the right candidate to go out with such a guy. In other words I am not to his level, caliber.



It hurt me deeply and shattered me. He was going for that very thing of mine . My precious V thing and I said No I will give it to someone who I love but that person got to love me for real too. and he kicked me out.



years being single and then a guy happened to appear in facebook. I simply said on my status I am boreeeeeed and he replied. out of the blues. It was a surprise to me, cause I never knew I had such a wow friend in my list. well having 5000 friends its kind of obvious LOL but I was glad he replied. we started chatting and then everyday became addiction to me to see him ON and chat. He had his troubles like I did. who doesn't ? No one is perfect and have perfect life. right???? But he being understandable person, yet funny and cool + hot ;P he got all I wanted in a person. The hard part came when I wanted to show him I am a transgender. Not everyone can digest that easily. I lost friends cause of it and many of them stopped talking to me and called me freak. But he didn't. He welcomed me. I am glad to be his friend. and I was willing to see the tomorrow to chat with him again. somehow for some reason he was gone.



it broke my heart. a very awesome friend tried to cheer me up and tell me to move on and even presented me a girl. That girl was very nice person and a real sweet heart but my heart belonged to him no matter how many days happened. somehow these two people, my friend and this girl vanished. I somehow miss them. cause I loved talking to them and they were fun to be around with even just virtually.



Summer has passed and gone. In the middle of it during to my father illness and him being in hospital, one day i went on the roof of the hospital and I was really going to jump. 1 second missed and i had jumped off and died. But a doctor went there for a break saw me what i was doing as it seems and pulled me back in such a way i had hurt my arm and a knee. I told him to fuck off and never to butt in people's life. leave them alone if they want to suicide. it is none of his business anyway. well I sort of told him everything i had in my chest and my mind. but he was there listened to me and my rants and my bitterness. I had been in psychiatric ward fr some days or 2 weeks i think. I don't quite remember the days. but slowly slowly my anger was ceasing down and also my negative thoughts. I never went on that roof again.



Days and months passed and Halloween passed too, and it was a blast. a real blast. I enjoyed it so far. then November came and I was pissed off at two people. I was trying to help this couple but instead. Again I wrote about it and complained on my status and then surprise he commented on it. I was stunned by his comeback. I didn't know what to say but i said something anyway. like long time no see or something like that. and re-started to chat. I thought he had a partner by now, well all those months missing.



Deep in my heart I wished he didn't, but acted stupidly like I wasn't bothered if he had.



we started to chat again and again and I became like addicted to him again, I simply admit I love him. I can't spend a normal day without chatting with him. I don't need him. I want him. I love seeing him smile, serious. (well sexy, bit scary yet love it) I love everything of him. He is allowed to have his life and go out with whoever he wants of course and all as I am. I got nothing to object. But I am afraid lately to even loose him as a friend. I don't like when someone I love is being kind of cold with me. makes me feel I am really loosing that person. I don't wanna see him mad or unhappy or worst, annoyed. I become paranoid. But I will never be able to get over it if I loose him as a friend or his affection. He means the world to me. I never was an understanding person or jealous and all. but these emotions came since he came in to my life. I feel alive and happy. I wanna be by his side even if I have to go through many hardships. I will cry alone, and in silence, if I have to. Cause I don't want him to push me away in order to protect me from getting hurt or cause he will get annoyed.