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Today I had to delete him from my life and I am glad I done so.
17:09 Apr 20 2012 Times Read: 652
I will tell you a little story of a bastard who ended up bad.
He used to be very sensitive guy and somehow very kind and gentle and cool. every friend loved him but somehow whenever he had relationship with a girl, he got cheated, treated bad and also used and thrown away. He is so sensitive he felt like a victim. didnt realize what is really wrong and even so, instead of being strong and move on he kept sulking. last one he had didnt last a week and he started to change. On fb you see nothing but negativity in his messages, not just anger but pure hate too. He hated himself and tried to make himself look a little pitiful thinking of people might like him more.
I am a person who cant stand pitiful people but as a friend i tried to pull him up all the time. just he stopped answering calls, treated his family coldly apart his nephew N who is nearly 18, didnt came to my birthday, dad was going even to pay him to taxi for him but he gets drunk very drunk the night before and dont even answer the phone and not even reliable. left his job.
Today he was even more nastier with me than ever. and I had enough and i simply without any frustration at all I told him since he want to be bitchy then bye bye and i cut him out of my phone list and on fb from my friends list.
See? when I have patience its only a matter of time i become a bomb. someone disrespect me and i send him or her to Timbuktu or where the fuck is that place LOL I dont want more drama into my life as in real or virtual
I don't blame you for deleting him - people who are only negative all the time and can never seem to find anything good just make me so tired to be around.
i very much agree with you on this,and he deserved what he has gotten from you.
22:03 Apr 15 2012 Times Read: 675
Am so tired.
Been cleaning well through and through the kitchen. Been fighting with my father and then wrote sort of a poetry which if you like you can find it in poetry section the first one that appears.
I happen to talk to one of my most precious friends Vassago and shared it with him and with VenusFire and they liked it. I miss Caim which I care and love too. She is the nicest person on earth I ever found as female. Many called her slut and bitch for envy and its unfair. but oh well girls can be quite very mean bitches and vicious too. I hope she gets well and become smiling person again. if not I will be her pillow and give her chocolates and hugs as a little bro
Vassago, and Caim, Oceanne and Venusfire I fuckin love you :) And forever will
But its Okay. I am going to Claire's house and visiting my friends a little and maybe I might play PlayStation with J.K and have a tea or a beer. anything that comes in handy and offered. I never say no.
Somehow I woke up at 9:30am and starting cleaning. Damn I hate doing house chores. Now am ready to cook and going to Claire's house.
I got no specification on what I am or who I am and neither a history that had been lost and I have no intention to get it back.
Whatever happens I just move on without thinking about anything in life.
The time I spent in this world tell me enough that living in the past and preparing for the future is a waste of time. Big deal. So I say forget the past, live today like there is no tomorrow and have no regrets. whoever played you? no big deal, just slap him or her in the face and delete that person from your life and memory and move on.
People don't care about you or your problems and neither are there to hear your drama queen complaints. No one is there for you. you got to stand up on your own.
I learnt that since my karma hates me so much and also love does not wanna know in cooperating with me then I say *fuck you* You sure suck monkey stinky snooker sized balls. and that is all. I am a very different thing from millions of people. I am sensitive, very sensitive and have anger issues and other millions of problems. But I won't let anyone come near me anymore. In my birthday this year I discovered I had been fooled by a girl and like many times women and men cannot be trusted when they say I understand you and I know how you feel or I like you or love you.
so Please STAY AWAY FROM ME cause if you don't
You are gonna get hurt.
if you want a toy to play with cause it amuse you don't come on me cause you will be punished. I am indeed a punisher. And I have NO LIMITS!!!
I love blood and seeing it makes me feel good. I am not a psycho but when I am angry only blood makes me feel good. See it, taste it and feel it deep down all calms me down.
But I also have good points in me. I wont let you see them cause If I do I am sure all of you will take advantage of using them and then throw me away like thrash.
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