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you dont have to feel bad for abandoning me...

you can do whatever you want...

I just want to mention that you lost a friend to selfishness

drugs

rock n' roll

badass

vegas hoes

late night

booty calls

shiny disco balls



you can't tell me those are awesome song lyrics...

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Isis101
23:29 May 02 2010

They are - love it! LOL!

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can survive 12 hours without smoking

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samanthasprettycorpse
04:11 May 02 2010

I think the same thing sometimes.

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it sucks being out of smokes...

you dont have time for me



i wont make the time for you...

its a great feeling

i care about what you have to say

i care about how you feel

I value your opinion

i need your opinion

i value our friendship

i trust your word

etc...



all things i have chosen not to believe...

Should i feel so bad that I am crying because I feel that all of my personal outlets choose not to exist when needed?

Am I just sounding like I am fishing for attention or is this a realistic problem?

feels like she is constantly in the way

...I don't expect anything from you

I think I put too much trust into people I know won't do anything with it...

A few ground rules...



1)No pet names. Example: hun, sweetheart,etc..

2)Don't volunteer your time as if you available to be there for someone else...

3)Its best to be as upfront as possible, I don't like being in the dark...

4)Respecting others is pretty much a big deal as it is...



that's about it for now...

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FiliaOfAbyssus
06:49 Apr 29 2010

I hate when people call me hun (or hon)...and it seems it has become too popular on VR! I admit to occasionally refering to people as "dear" or "girly" but I HATE the turn hun...

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Feels like taking a bunch of meds and going to bed...i don't appreciate of this...

I never thought that I would be this upset...

My Birthday was perfectly fine until I found out that one of my better friends has failed to fill me in on a certain piece of information...I honestly didn't expect this of him...but i guess I have no room to trust him anymore...

I am disappointed and hurt...but i feel that by expressing myself here I am only digging myself a bigger hole...



this being the first time I have felt censored by my outlet...

to be upset when I am not involved in my friends lives...

sometimes...most of the time...i don't feel like i should have to initiate conversation...



if you want to talk so much you can come find me...



ya know?

having a cellphone

complaining about not being able to talk

having nothing to do

unlimited minutes and texting

sits around all day and watches tv....



and for some reason...



they are the people that are first to complain....

you know whats better than a pair of scissors?



shears that weigh 8 tons....



yes ma'am

sometimes...i want to rip some people a new one but i can't because it isn't my place to complain...



ex: getting message like "Oh, sorry, I haven't been able to talk..."

but he or she has time to playing around in chat rooms all day...



>.

for once...it paid off...the weird lip ring bump it gone thanks to patience and a razorblade

So....a few days ago I got this awkward vaginal burn...this burn bled occasionally not big deal so I started putting antibiotic cream on...doing so led to an infection...i looked online to find out what the symptoms for a yeast infection may be...i had some but nowhere near all of the symptoms.



I went to the pharmacy and bought awkward monostat anyway...



the awkward infection-ish stuff continued...



I called my doctor...



She was oddly in Knoxville (instead of Nashville where the office is) and told me to stop by her friends facility...yeah lucky me



She took a peak...



"*chuckles* Your underwear has just been too tight," she says,"you don't have anything close to a yeast infection."



then she asked "have you had you period for this month?"



"No."



*she chuckles more*" Oh, well that is you vagina telling you something is wrong and I need to do some advanced spring cleaning before I start the flow of diaster...you just waste $30"



Fuck me lol



brings an odd new meaning to getting my panties...in a bunch???

So i am sitting in the school lounge...yeah, right now. on the very nasty computer. thanks to knowing where the letters are on the keyboard i can actually use the computer(the letters have been rubbed off). the board feels sticky and i feel as if i am going to get sick by even being near it....



all of this...because I don't feel like going back to my room and using my laptop...



sometimes I just don't feel like walking across my tiny campus and walk up my tiny four flights of stairs...



ugh, being lazy kinda sucks

the ninjas are coming

MY LEVEL KEEPS JUGGLING!!!!!!!!!

my poor roommates boyfriend....he wants some vag so bad but she won't let him have it

Christians don't realize that even when they talk about God they subliminally push the religion on others...



i have only seen one exception...and that was with a friend who oddly wants to become a minister

ya know...throwing up Caesar salad isn't all that bad...

pet peeve number 1648....



example: if your eyes have horrible bags or dark circles... don't use colors that looks like irritation(red,purple)...



this is why we have spoons and freezers...

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FiliaOfAbyssus
22:33 Apr 21 2010

Hahaha! And gusion thought I was crazy when I woke up the other day and asked him to put a couple spoons in the freezer for me....I am not alone!!!!

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Am I the only one that finds lines about love written in foreign languages tacky?

*plays music loudly to wake up sleeping roommate and boyfriend*

i wish people would stop fucking adding me without asking or even telling me first...its annoying as fuck

for being pissed off because I have someone to fuck but can't because he is always 'sleepy' or 'sick' but when he is ready and willing I have to jump fences to get the job done?!

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Deaf2theworld
15:08 Apr 21 2010

Nope. You have every right to be pissed

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people have a knack for saying the wrong things...

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DeMonic
02:31 Apr 19 2010

agreed!

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Deaf2theworld
15:08 Apr 21 2010

I know I do it often!!

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i begin to feel more and more accomplished

sometimes i often wonder why the most respected people, at least in my environment always say things that make them sound absolutely idiotic.

in these cases my respect for them is often lost causing me to realize that maybe i shouldn't have respected them so much to begin with

What a wonderful show

14 more days and then I will be the ripe age of 19...



odd that I say ripe , yes?

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TheDarkWolfman
21:05 Apr 14 2010

You sound as though you are turning 50...ha ha ha

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I will get you back soon....and this time I may get you a lifetime instead of a 6 month...

Am I the only one on the face of the earth that does not find wholesome Christian fun amusing?

yes

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samanthasprettycorpse
15:27 Apr 12 2010

weekdays are for homework, weekends are for partying!

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DestroyingAngel
02:32 Apr 13 2010

*nods*

I'll be going back to school and having weekend homework....freaking yay! lol. *makes a sour face and cringes* :P

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its God's will to keep me from doing my homework in peace...

Tell jokes

make fun of the situation

constantly bother me about the situation

etc

etc

etc...



basically...when I am upset...



Leave

Me

Alone





that's the BEST thing anyone could do.

That's what happens when people add you for popularity...

should find something else to do then be in my room

my PM runs out in 8 days...and I am totally fine with that

lets get this party started!

Walking back from the store yesterday night we bypassed a house that had a moving sale of some kind. the left over items were just kind of sitting around outside untouched by nature...we walked past and i noticed two pieces of luggage. both standard sized suitcases one burgundy the other some awkward shade of burnt orange. the orange case was heavier than the other...my usual self always thinks the worst. I find these suitcases...suitcases in the style I absolutely love that producers don't make anymore in absolutely amazing condition...there has to be a dead raccoon in the heavier one...we got back to Michelle;s building and I open the orange case with caution. Inside there were two more carry one pieces that were awesome and also in good condition. Either I just lucked out hardcore...or each bag is covered in an STD

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TheDarkWolfman
21:32 Apr 06 2010

They were covered in cooties

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people add you just because they can and them delete you at a later date...just because they can..

the best fart in the world:



Happened at 6:30pm

stopped at 6:32pm



lol it sang the scream song...and i loved it

lol my lip ring has shifted to the right by at least a half a centimeter...

YAY!!!! No more blood!!!