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Thank u
14:13 May 19 2005
Times Read: 590

In my life I have lost some things, twice.



I had forgotten how to smile,

how to see bit further, beyond this misery.



I had forgotten how to be happy,

how to trust anyone, give them power over me.



I had forgotten how to be me,

buried everything deep inside, hidden from others.





You taught me how to smile again,

to laugh without reason, to cry from the joy.



You taught me way to be myself,

made me reveal what I am, to give someone power over me.



You taught me how to be happy,

to feel that warmth inside, to believe someone cares.





Thank you for revealing my error again,

showing that path of tears lie in sorrow, not in joy.



Thank you for taking it all away,

making me to hide myself again, to trust no one.



Thank you for telling I am nothing,

pointing my place, to be outcast by my own choice.

Love meant nothing
14:11 May 19 2005
Times Read: 591

Have you seen reflections, emotions in the others eyes?

Have you stared love in the face, seen it in the eyes?



Have you seen love die in those same eyes?

Seen all that hope, how it is gone, how it just dies?



Have you felt what it feels when love dies? To be left alone?

Have you felt when world falls around you? How you are there alone?



Is there life after that? Is there anything after that pain,

anything after you seen that? After your life has gone in the drain...



I see nothing, all is just gone, drown in my pain, gone for vain...

I have no reason to live, I have felt my soul to die, my soul to be slain...



My life is so useless, worthless, meant nothing to the other, like a love,

it was just there to die and be gone, my love meant nothing, just gone..

My Destiny
14:10 May 19 2005
Times Read: 592

In the darkness,

no one can see your tears,

in the darkness,

no one can see your fears,

in the darkness,

there is no one to love you,

in the darkness,

there is only sorrow with you.



To seek and found a reason to be,

to hunt like a hound, your destiny to see.



My only love, once found, now lost,

for my cowardice, that was the cost.



Inside my heart, to pieces, I am shattered,

all those pieces, in darkness, now scattered.



To seek end in the dark,

it is my destiny,

to weep alone in the dark,

it is my destiny,

to die all alone without your love,

it is my destiny.

Meant for others
14:07 May 19 2005
Times Read: 593

Joy, it's just meant for others,

there's no joy in life, only sadness,

world full of depression and pain...



Love, it's just meant for others,

there's no love in life, only sorrow,

world full of darkness and tears...



Hope, it's just meant for others,

there's no hope in life, only pain,

world full of sorrow and despair...



Smile, it's just meant for others,

there's no smile for me, only anger,

world full of sadness and hatred...



World, it's just meant for others,

there's no world for me, only isolation,

place full of fear and frustration...



Reason, it's just meant for others,

there's no reason for me, only oblivion,

death that brings redemption and relief...



Life, it's just meant for others,

there's no life for me, only death,

just to die, fade away, like I would never been...

Some Sins
14:06 May 19 2005
Times Read: 594

Birth was my first sin, be here,

to cry, with my scream silence tear...



Life was my second sin, just live,

mock this world, my opinions give...



Love was my third sin, to care,

just worship her, how did I dare...



Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,

my mind use, see no reasons when look out...



Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make,

refuse to obey, not orders from others to take...



Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list,

to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist...



I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall,

I will regret most, hope redemption before death call...



Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die,

just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly...

Words of Hope
14:04 May 19 2005
Times Read: 596




One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking,

that night I saw an angel, saw her crying,

her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying...



Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden,

I watched her soul escape in the little tears,

to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden,

she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears...



She was lying on the cold white marble plate,

to help her I tried, but I was too late,

in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate...



Angel stared me, I heard her silent cries,

pale little form on pool of so red blood,

angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes,

in rage I cried, next who dies will be god...



I took angel on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near,

gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear,

god will pay for this crime, my love, do not fear...