12:05 Aug 24 2010
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Well apparently I am thought of as a notorious bitch. People always starting shit, somethings never change. People are always going to talk shit. Thanks you Dylan and WC, nice to know where you two stand =} No I am not unreasonable, 100 per level has been the norm for as long as I have been here and hell some ask for more favor then that anyways.
Hmm power hungry and greedy, I think not. Yes I do have multiple accounts. There is no rule against that and I am not breaking TOS by doing so either. This is a life time acct I am allowed to have 3 free accts if I choose to. My other Sire account is a Premium as well.
What I can't stand is people that want to talk shit. People assuming that they know me, let me tell you right now. You do not know me, very few actually do and the one's that do are good friends.
So before you go starting petty bullshit make sure you have your facts straight. Can I be a bitch, yes I can, but I chose not to simply because I don't need the stress from all the drama queens on this site. Yes you were traded deal with it, its a Vampire Site, you had no choice were you going to be inducted. Now you can just site were your at, until I get around to it. I am on a well needed vacation and don't need this crap. So all of you asshole that have something to say about me:
YOU CAN KISS MY ASS !!!!!!
02:23 Aug 15 2010
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Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don’t. And believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, just that it would be worth it.
Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain. You just have to figure out which ones are worth the pain.
It’s sad when the people you know became people you knew. When you can walk right past someone. Like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours And now you can barely even look at them.
To be sad is a beautiful thing. To hold your friend close and shed a tear for them in their grief, to say goodbye to that relative you never got to know and to hang your head in sorrow as the casket is carried off, and to completley lose all control of yourself and cry as the one you truely love leaves you. It's all really quite lovely when you give it some thought. To feel such passion, such love that your willing to show an emotion that can cause so much effect. But when its all over. When the tears just can’t seem to fall anymore, and the pain begins to fade, it okay. Smile. Because you made it through and sometimes, thats the most we could ever ask for.
Walk the path before you, shed your tears and express your fears. Would you be willing? Or do you prefer to bottle it all in creating rage within? Life is a mystery to us all. Live, laugh, love and loose. Something we all know to well.We all live our lives from one day to the next no matter how complex.We all laugh, and we all love.
But during the process of it all… We loose someone or something that seems to hit the base of our hearts and tears us down only to ask ourselves… Was it all worth it? Sadness is experienced through out the world. A common emotion amongst human kind. It’s bitter sweet. We can never over look it.
I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step. Yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of feeling alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred for all things light and pure…the world is inky black and devoid of hope, how much longer until all feel as I do and weep for their salvation?
20:57 Aug 07 2010
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Yet another family death. My mom called and left a message to tell me that my cousin Bill was killed in a plane Crash in Alaska on Sunday. He was the pilot. He was the Adventure hunter of the family. Flew his first plane at 15 and has lived in Alaska for as long as I can remember. We didn't get to see that part of the family too much except for the yearly family reunions were he would tell us all of his trips. I remember him telling us that during the holidays he would haul reindeer for all the santa sleds. He was a great guy and will be missed very much by all of us.
Now he truely flies above, as he had certainly already earned his wings.
"Wild Bill" Michel died Aug. 1, 2010, at the age of 61, in an airplane crash at Denali Park.
There will be a celebration of his life at 4 p.m. Saturday at the First Baptist Church in Delta Junction.
He born May 24, 1949, and raised in upstate New York before coming to Alaska in the early '70s at the age of 24.
Wild Bill started doing dirt work, building roads in the Sterling area, but his passion was flying. He piloted his first plane at the age of 15. He flew thousands of hours throughout Alaska, delivering supplies and building airfields in the most remote areas of the state.
He was a man who would do anything for anyone and proved it many times. Wild Bill lived and died doing what he loved best.
He is survived by his wife, Barbie of Delta Junction; stepson, Jamie Foster of Arkansas; stepdaughter, Jodie Ward of Tennessee; stepson, Jesse "Moe" Sheldon of Wasilla; sisters, Rita Marie Dreimiller of New York, Pat Powers of New York and Chris Hachten of New York; brothers, Ed Michel of Florida and Dan Michel of Sterling; seven stepgrandchildren; and numerous nieces and nephews.
21:02 Aug 06 2010
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Defining a friendship
Friends are there when you feel all the doors have closed and you don't know which way to turn. They have their opinions, and voice them when they feel you have been done wrong. They don't judge us for the choice that we make, even if they think you made a mistake. A friend will stand by and not say a word, but if they see you are falling they are their to pick you back up and tell you it will be ok. They know when you are hurting even if you say everything is great. They don't get involved in matters that could hurt you and keep your best interests at heart. They keep your secrets safe from public view. A friend would never hurt you just to get even with someone. A friend goes the extra mile, when ever one else only goes half way.The one's that have made the time time to say their apologies are the one's that count.
So many people take their friendships for granted and then don't understand why we are mad.
There are many people in my life, whether here or in real life that have been there and a certain few who have gone the extra mile. They have kept their opinions to them selves, even when it has been hard to. And to me that means alot. Yes it is hard at times to not want to rock the boat, but it makes you a better person to not add fuel to a fire that is already burning out of control.
Some friendships have been lost and then there are those that are new. Some people can be forgiven and some it takes longer to forgive.
So I thank the one's that have taken the higher road and not fed into all the bullshit. It takes a bigger person to say they are sorry for any damage they may have caused then to just ignore and blow things off.
I know I am not perfect and I have made mistakes. I have said things in anger and have apologized for my harsh words. Everyone has their breaking point. You never know what is going on in someone's life and I feel people should be treated the same as you would want to be treated yourself. And if the people around you and in your life don't treat you as you should be treated then what kind of friend are they ? For me it's pretty simple, don't lie to me, be truthful, if you have something to say think before you speak.
Contest for a free profile
08:29 Aug 03 2010
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Ok here it goes.
I decided I really don't need this profile. I have actually become pretty bored here.
So I decided to make a contest on who knows me the best or for this matter who can answer all the questions correctly.
Now granted the profile is in Purgatory, but it is pretty close to Sire, wouldn't take very long to get it to sire. As stated below are the stats for it and as you can see it is a Premium Account with a a few months left on the premium.
Rating: 9.961
Status: Incendiary (86.28)
Rank: Regular Member
Affiliation: The Coven of Purgatory
Account Type: Premium Member
Premium Member
Your membership expires: 03:08 - Nov 28 2010
So here is the contest
13 questions answer them all right and you win the prize. Majority of them are about me and or things I like.There is only one right answer for each question. This was a great contest idea suggested by jadeesXslave (thanks for the idea)
So here we go.
1.) I love all animals, but one inparticular I love the most, what is it?
2.) I may live in Tennessee, but it is not where I was born, where was I born at ?
3.) There is one person whom I love more then life and would do anything for, who is that ?
4.) If there was one place I go and see where would that be?
5.) How many tattoos do I have ?
6.) I have a major fear of one thing and it stems from a movie what is it ?
7.) Name all the societies on VR that ladydarkrayne has been a part of.
8.) I have broken many bones over the years doing one that I love doing, what is that ?
9.) In the last 3 years I have lost three people who made me the person I am today, who are they ?
10.) I love all music but my all time favorite artist is who ?
11.) I have been an ACM in three covens what are they ?
12.) What Goddess do I worship ?
13.) I am the beginning of sorrow, and the end of sickness. You cannot express happiness without me, yet I am in the midst of crosses. I am always in risk, yet never in danger. You may find me in the sun, but I am never out of darkness. What am I?
COMMENTS
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RedQueen
01:27 Aug 25 2010
YEAH GIRL!!!!
You got my vote- and since you know what my rate pagelooks like, I'm wit ya...lol
Saetan
03:48 Aug 25 2010
*Nods* They don't know jack shit! *Hugs*
ladySnowStrixx
03:25 Aug 26 2010
Damn Sissy , you aren't even at home and still get blamed for crap , dang your good . But still some people need to keep there mouths off you with you being sick you got enough to worry about as it is.
LadyDarkRayne
03:39 Aug 26 2010
Ya no doubt.... people really need to grow the hell up. boo hoo too bad they got inducted um hello maybe they ought to read thru the manual a few more times before joining a site.. and no I don't have to forgive anyone...
NocturnalMistress
20:52 Aug 26 2010
I heart you sissy poo ;)
LadyDarkRayne
21:15 Aug 26 2010
I ♥ you too sissypoo !