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23:06 Jan 27 2009
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Stands up and applauds. WHOOO HOOOOO Nice job Joli!!!!!



Joli's Journal

02:02 Jan 27 2009
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While walking around Walmart the other day, they were having a Health Fair. I got a free 10 minute massage and a chiropratic screening. Apparently, they found that my T-4 and L-3 were out of alignment.



So, tomorrow, I go to the chiropractic to get adjusted and to learn more about massage therapy. The doctors looked surprised when I rattled off things about the spine, motor and sensory nerves and how, I have heard of MS patients spasming so violently that they throw their back out of adjustment.



I look forward to this experience. But last night I went to bed with a giggle.



So, talking with LordV, regarding our new bank. I could tell I was tired when I asked LordV about the Fidel account.



LordV started laughing and talking with accent. Asking me if I wished to know more about the Fidel Castro bank.



Apparently our new bank's name is Fibre Federal.



Yes, I get punchy when I am tired lol.

My Auguish.....
18:56 Jan 24 2009
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This Rant is regarding xTheDarkKnightx, Mathiaus and Hellsguardian69. The links of the women below are there for you to send them messages, if you doubt this journal. We all have logs of most of his lies. If you doubt us, then it is on you. You are being warned.



Since July of 2005, you have been best friends with LadyChordewa. In that time...

• She added you to her cell phone plan and swallowed over $1500 in your cell phone bills, overages from your texts and calls to women.



• She sent you birthday presents and Christmas presents. She created profiles and graphics, simply because she loved you as her best friend.



• You lied to her regarding money and your women.



• She was forced to kick you out of her coven, when you admitted to her on the phone, that you cybered one of her minor members. (She didn't have evidence, hence why he wasn't reported to the Upper Admins.)



• You betrayed, backstabbed and lied about your relationship with LadyChordewa, to other women.



• You used guilt as a motivator. Making her feel guilty for having a good man in her life and for you being alone. Poor poor you.



• Lately she has been kicking your ass, for your cheating, your dishonorable actions and your lack of integrity.

And this is just the beginning of his crimes...Nice best friend huh?





Since July of 2007, you have been dating NocturnisOrchid. In that time...

• You were caught with 6 other cyber partners.



• During this time period, you spoke of your longing to go home to scotland. To hear that brogue once more, to walk in the green pastures.



• You spoke of marriage to this red-headed girl and sat down to plan it, From rings, to what you would wear when you walked down the aisle to her.



• You asked your best friend, LadyChordewa, to make graphics, as gifts for you, to give to this new love. To show your devotion.



• NocturnisOrchid ended it with you, after She found out the last person you cheated on her with, was a minor.



• She tried to believe in you, but lost hope and around Jan 8th she broke up with you.



• You were sent money by NocturnisOrchid, to help pay for the cell phone bill that LadyC was paying for. Yet only a total of not quite $100 was put toward that bill. Instead that money was put towards your "Batphone", that was used to talk and text, other women.



• Presents were sent to you, all of them batman paraphanalia.



• You called NocturnalOrchid on January 1st, to wish her a Happy New Year and to tell her how much you missed her, wanted to hold her, all while your newest girl was in the bathroom of the hotel room.

Wonderful man of her dreams, that she was loyal too for 16 months.







Since about November 2008, you have built a friendship with Wicked13.

• You confiding in her your feelings, your fears, your anger regarding anything in your life. She was a therapist in real life, you figured you would get it for free, so you dumped and whined to her.
  
  
• You called her in tears, because your life was falling apart, as you were beginning to be caught in your own lies.
  
  
• You have built the feeling and began the road to making a new best friend, as your current one was beginning to see through your facade'.
  
  
• You have lied about different things, to gain her trust, play her and turn her against, NocturnisOrchid.
  
  
• You caused dissention within the ranks of the Coven Desmodus Amortis.
  
  
• You convinced her to trade your new girlfriend, because NocturnisOrchid was being vindictive.
  
  
• You convinced her to leave DA, when you got your Coven up and running.
  
  
• You convinced her that staying in NA would be a frustration and never ending drama, due to NocturnisOrchid.

Good guy huh? (That was sarcasm if you didn't know.)





Since October of 2008, you have built a relationship with Laurall.

• You were there as her marriage crumbled. Knowing the weakness of a woman during that time of her life.



• You used this weakness, this feeling of being unwanted, undesirable, to convinced her that you were her one and only. The only person that could make her happy, the only one that could love her properly.



• You made her believe in you and what you stood for. Felt you were a honorable, knight in shining armor that was being honest with her, being a friend to her.



• In the end of November, you lied to her, telling Laurall that you and NocturnisOrchid had broke up. But this lie convienently came up only when Laurall stated that she didn't wish to start something before it was finished. That she didn't poach on other people's men.



• In a moment of weakness, you convinced Laurall of your love, to convince her to come to you, so you could prove it. Like you have done with others.



• She drove to you, spent several nights with you, getting loved and spending time with you. She bought you things, took you to dinner, paid for the hotel room.



• While she was in the shower, you called your fiancee' NocturnisOrchid, to wish her Happy New Year and to tell her how much you wish she was there, so you could hold her. When Laurall asked who it was on the phone...you stated it was Matt, the friend you were living with.

Message to Ric:



Your downfall is trusting that I would keep your secrets, even if it went against my moral code. Guess what, if you didn't learn from previous experience with other members of VR, I don't. I offhandedly mentioned your previous relationship with NocturnisOrchid, while talking with Laurall. You told me that you were being totally honest with her....yet my simple comment, caused your house of cards to come down. You say I betrayed you. You betrayed all of us.



You then turn around, telling me I was wrong.....telling Laurall that I didn't know what I was talking about, that I agreed to go along with the dishonesty. That I agreed to lie, on your behalf.



You act as if I betrayed you in some dire fashion. If you would have just been honest, then there wouldn't have been a problem. Be pissed at me all you want....you told too many lies, to too many people, you lost track of who you were truthful with. Do not expect me to lie. Its not my fault that you can't be truthful with your supposive best friend or those you claim to care about.



You wonder why you are doomed to be alone during this life. Its because you make the bad decisions that cause you to be alone. You constantly fall in love with women you can't have....you act like it is a competition, to get the married women to fall in love with you. You never end one relationship, before starting another....and you lie. Not only to those that care about you.....but to yourself.



Have a nice life. You complain that you have a miserable one, well you are the one that makes it miserable.

07:08 Jan 21 2009
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The other night, LordV gently reminded me that I was over a week late for my period.



LordV: Could you be pregnant?



Me: Probably not. Not ovulating.



LordV: What are the other symptoms for pregnancy?



Me: Well, one is lack of menstration.



LordV: Well, obviously.



Me: Second symptom....Fatigue



LordV: Ummm ok....Chronic Fatigue....go on.



Me: Third symptoms...Frequent urination. *Holding up the two empty water bottles* Righhhhttt..



LordV: *giggles*



Me: Fourth Symptom....Morning sickness. Is that suppose to be before or after you take the pre-natal vitamins?



LordV: *Full out laughing now*



Me: Fifth symptom...Sore or enlarged breasts. I don't know, you need to tell me if they are enlarged.



LordV: *On the floor, tears running down his face* But that is how this got started....





You see with the Multiple Sclerosis, it will alter how our body reacts to things. Sore breasts? I might not feel them because of the damaged nerves in my body. I may experience things differently. with that said....we come to the next symptoms.



For the last two nights, I have had trouble with drinking milk. The first, I thought was due to the pepper on the steak...but the milk tasted like Ice tea. Extremely metallic. I changed the glass, same thing. I was so pissed...lol. I love milk. I love to drink milk with a steak dinner.



So, tonight, I tried it again. A chicken dinner with stove top and peas. Nothing spicy. Again, the milk tasted odd. I figured if I covered up the taste, it would be ok. So I made a chocolate milkshake.



EWWWWWWWWWWWWW....



So I go online searching....



I figured it was part of my MS, as it was effecting my taste buds. I remember growing up with Mom having this problem. But we look up, "Other symptoms of pregnancy." Yup, you guessed it....



"Dysguesia is distinct from the food cravings or food aversions that occur in pregnancy, when pregnant women seek out certain foods that they might not have liked in the past, or find that former favorite foods are unpalatable or taste strange. Most doctors and researchers believe that dysguesia in pregnancy is linked to changing hormones and water retention, which affect all the cells in the body, including the taste buds."



LordV: Your gonna be pissed if you can't drink milk for 9 months....







*sighs* So, pregnancy test in the morning....wish me luck.

To a True American Family...
05:11 Jan 21 2009
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In the middle of last year, I got the pleasure to meet a true American Soldier, Khornesone, Silverbow's husband. Khornesone (KO) is funny, intelligent, kind and caring. He flirts with his wife, hugs and wrestles with the kids. A good man. The Ultimate poster child for the Army.



His wife, Silverbow, is the ultimate in Military wives. She makes sure that the bills are paid, the kids are taken care of, so he can be where is he at, without worries. She is an incredible woman. Caring, loving.



They make the perfect couple.



Unfortunately, he will be deployed within the next couple of weeks and everyone's life that he has touched, is grieving. Especially his wife and children. Apparently, myself included.



While I was cleaning the kitchen the other morning, a song came on that has me crying. Crying for the pain that Silverbow, Wolfbite and the boy is going through. I could image KO saying these words, because that is the image that I have of him.



Please keep KO, Silverbow, Wolfbite and the boy (not on VR) in your thoughts and prayers.

Toby KeithMore CMT MusicMore CMT Music Videos

American Soldier - Toby Keith



I’m just tryin’ to be a father, raise a daughter and a son

Be a lover to their mother, everythin’ to everyone

Up and at ‘em bright and early, I’m all business in my suit

Yeah I’m dressed up for success, from my head down to my boots

I don’t do it for money, there’s bills I that I can’t pay

I don’t do it for the glory, I just do it anyway

Providing for our future’s, my responsibility

Yeah I’m real good under pressure, being all that I can be

And I can’t call in sick on Mondays when the weekend’s been too strong

I just work straight through the holidays, and sometimes all night long

You can bet that I stand ready, when the wolf growls at the door

Hey I’m solid, hey I’m steady, hey I’m true down to the core.



And I will always do my duty no matter what the price

I’ve counted up the cost, I know the sacrifice

Oh and I don’t want to die for you, but if dyin’s asked of me

I’ll bear that cross with honor, cause freedom don’t come free.



I’m an American Soldier an American

Beside my brothers and my sisters, I will proudly take a stand

When liberty’s in jeopardy, I will always do what’s right



I’m out here on the front lines, sleep in peace tonight American Soldier, I’m and American, Soldier.



An American Soldier an American

Beside my brothers and my sisters, I will proudly take a stand

When liberty’s in jeopardy, I will always do what’s right

I’m out here on the front lines, sleep in peace tonight

American Soldier, I’m and American, an American, an American, Soldier.

05:17 Jan 19 2009
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Please take a look at my profile, I am giving it a face lift. The background is a picture that I took of the valley in front of Mt St Helens, when I first got here to Washington. I am attempting to make it more of graphics I have created, been given or real photos. Content hasn't changed much yet, one thing at a time. Let me know what you think....

20:35 Jan 12 2009
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WARNING: Rant following.....





LordV and I bought a new printer. The Kodak offer that was advertised on TV. Silverbow had gotten hers and was very pleased with it, so we decided to try it.



It arrived last Thursday and I immediately took it upstairs. I followed the instructions and put it together. I set the Printer to calibrate and waited. It printed.....NOTHING. Nothing on the paper. So, I tried again. NOTHING. Then the paper started jamming, so I had to fix that.



I went on the Kodak support website and went through the step by step technical support as directed, to get the printer to printer. Get to the end of that and it says, call Kodak.



So, I call Kodak...after waiting in que for 20 minutes, I talk to Max from technical support. I have no problem with Max, other than he is obviously from India. His choppy English and obvious reading of a script was annoying. So, this technical support person, takes me through the same exact steps as I went through online. He then tells me that my printerhead needs to be replaced. So, he puts me on hold. As I am holding, I am checking things on the printer and notice that the brand spanking new printer cartridges that I put in, less than an hour ago, are showing half full.



So, when Max comes back, I mention this.

He states, "Sorry we don't send new cartridges to people."



I was pissed. "You mean, that you are going to send me a printerhead, so that my printer can actually print, but somehow, my cartridges are at half full and I haven't been able to print anything all day. So, basically in less than a week, I will have to pay for another set of cartridges?"



"Yes."



"I want to speak to a supervisor now."



"My supervisor will tell you the same thing."



"Then I want to HEAR your supervisor tell me that."



"Ok, hold please." He comes back. "All the supervisors went home, you will have to call between 9am and 5pm EST."



DING DING DING. Ok he screwed up. I use to work for ADT security and other call centers. There is ALWAYS a supervisor around.....LIAR!!!



So, since he refused to put me through to anyone. I hung up with him and told LordV what was going on. *giggles* He called their customer support.



He called their customer support and was transferred 5 different times and then thrown into the Technical Support que for 45 minutes. He hung up....and tried again.



This time he got a supervisor and within minutes he had a new printerhead, cartridges and photo paper sent to us. We were happy.



Until today.....



I got the printerhead...put it in...attempted to calibrate the printer....and again. NOTHING.



So, I had enough. I packed it up and we are sending it all back for a refund. I called customer service to explained I wanted a refund and that I refuse to pay to send back a printer that doesn't work. So they are sending me a pre paid return label to send back the printer.

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Its kind of disappointing. I grew up in Rochester New York, where Kodak was created. My father worked for Eastman Kodak, I often went and actually took LordV to see the Eastman Kodak Museum. I grew up knowing that Kodak was a quality item and that it was a status thing, to have a new Kodak camera, as we often did.



Its disappointing that the customer service was sub par. That the printer, seems cheap and cheesy. *Sighs* I wish that America still made good products that we can be proud of.

20:49 Jan 09 2009
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Geee, I guess I'm having a bad day. I woke up today, not feeling good. Overly sore, my back spasming hard. But I had things to do. So, I got up.





I went to the store and took Maddie along for a car ride. I went shopping came out, and sat in the car, playing with Maddie. She was happy to see me.



I put in the key. I saw the lights were on and so I put it in drive.



Nothing







Put it in reverse.







Nothing.





I thought my tranny had gone and I was swearing up a storm. So I turned down the radio...and stepped on the gas.







Nothing.





























Then I turned the car on.





Yeah, I think this time the Owl takes a page out of the Rat's book.





I need to go and lie down.

04:11 Jan 08 2009
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I haven't really felt like writing lately, been busy, getting settled after the holidays.



I had a great holiday, cuddles alot with my love. We spoke of the future, of what we want to accomplish this year.



There are two major goals for the two of us this year. Buy a house and have a baby. As for the house, we seem to be better off than alot of people in this economic fiasco. We have paid down our credit cards, paid off his truck and have paid all our bills on time. We are attempting to boost our credit score, to be eligible for certain grants and whatnot from the government. I know one, will give me $10,000, toward closing costs, due to my being disabled. So...we are looking. Hopefully, looking for a house that isn't going to slide off a hill, or be flooded, which is common in this area.



As for having a baby, well that is going to be a struggle. Due to having been on birth control pills for so long, my body has rebelled. I started on Birth Control at 15, due to severe cramps. Immediately I started gaining weight. I'm told that was because of the birth control effecting my thyroid causing it to slow down.

Also, due to being on the Birth Control for so long, I am now not even ovulating.



So...



Phase 1 - Loose weight.

Phase 2 - Go to OB/GYN in Feb.



So, here we go......