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05:48 Aug 30 2009
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*shakes her head and screams at the ceiling*



I can't win for loosing. And I have lost so much. If you honestly think, that my kicking my best friend, out of my coven and posting all his crimes in my journal, was an easy task, then you didn't see how it affected me. You didn't hear me sobbing on the phone with my ACM, as I hit the kick button. You didn't see me crying, as I learned of all the women he fooled and of some of the other teens he messed with. You didn't have to deal with the self doubt and the fact that I wanted to close my coven down, because, how the hell could anyone trust me, when I trusted someone like that?



Then I find out, that you can't forgive me, for doing that to Hellsguardian69. Lets review his crimes. Lying, Manipulating over 40 women at the same time, taking money and cybering SEVERAL teens. Sure, I can totally understand, why you can't forgive me for getting rid of that piece of shit.



A couple more complaints:



If you honestly think that I am ever going to approve, of a teen wanting to marry an online older man, sight unseen. Sorry, forget it.



If you honestly think that I am ever going to approve of any teen being a slave to an online older Master.....Sorry forget it.



Does this mean I'm judging you? NO! It means, that I care, that I am worried for your well being, for your mental health, of what these older men want with a 15 year old girl. I am judging the men, as filthy and perverted, if they are making a 15 year old feel as if they are the one and only one for them, and they ask you to do things that are degrading and humiliating to keep them.



The truth is, as a teenager, you don't have the knowledge and experience sometimes, when it comes to the "love" department. I can tell you, what I have seen, in the 4 or 5 incidents I have dealt with. Teens, getting married online, or planning to run away with an older man.....these teens just want attention. They want to be wanted, needed and desired. Even if it is detrimental to them. Is it wrong? No, not necessarily. But if they were secure in themselves, they wouldn't be looking for these things to complete them, from complete strangers. This is what gets you raped or killed.



Someone in my coven, believes that I judged her, that I disapprove of her, simply because I didn't hold my tongue, when she asked the coven, their feelings on a situation. She believes, that I am the evil controlling Coven Master. Yeah right, sure. That's me.



I am an evil manipulative bitch, that sits here and creates a Coven, where everyone is accepted and loved. They have no stress, but people that will listen to them. Everyone joins in, to help with problem, whether it is from parents, school or just life in general. We have more fun threads than serious ones and we are always laughing and supporting one another. OMG!!! THE HORROR!!! THE HARDSHIP!!!!



Can you see how evil I am?



Again, I can't win for loosing. I care, therefore, I make a shitty Coven Master. Go figure.



*Changes into her Owl form and flies away into the darkness, dejected*