You have created him in your head
What you want him to be
You are lead.
You see the shell but you add the animation
You want the dream, the perfection
In your mind he’s your creation.
When he says and does something wrong
You blame yourself, because you feel your image of him has messed up
Then you feel you don’t belong.
But that’s just him being ‘him’, he is true to himself
Is all you can be blamed for is not realizing that
You fear being left on the shelf.
You have done nothing wrong
You have loved him; you ‘do’ love him, it’s obvious
The road will be long.
At least that’s what you so dearly want to do, just love him
You have ignored all the sacrifices you have made for him
But you bear it and grin.
You shrug and pretend that it’s par for the course
But you know it’s not
Your life may travel with harsh remorse.
COMMENTS
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DrCullen
10:36 Feb 21 2009
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This stuff is really good!!!
Sinora
12:42 Feb 21 2009
Now that rings very true for so many of us hon.
MysticMoon
14:59 Feb 23 2009
wise words from the wiseman himself