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Wow there was sometimes I thought I was never gonna be able to be me again but actually just the opposite happened to me this time but I guess being in comma for 3 months does that to you. I don't know if it was because I was weak and was being tested on my strength or not but what it did do for me is when I woke up I immediately did a 1 80 and put all the so called friends out of my life along with all the ones who lived for drama hell I even ended a 13 year relationship because I realized we were both just going through the motions for so many years and I always thought I would do anything for love rather than be lonely but that is no reason to stay in a relationship because the only thing in this world that is worth anything is love but now I'm questioning that factor right now. My ex said I was un loveable, not wife or girlfriend material please excuse spelling not everything is back in my head right yet but I'm working on it because I did realize that I have to learn to forgive and love myself before I was gonna be any good to anyone else. My entire world has been turned upside down and now I got to put it back together and it's like a puzzle some pieces just can't be forced to fit where they don't belong. I still have a long way to go with my cardio rehab but I think that will be easier then fixing my life. I will write more later on this subject and try to keep up the more positive things I'm working on in my life , like they say Rome wasn't built in a Day.