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**my fate, my death**
03:31 Mar 27 2006
Times Read: 516

grabs the pill bottle puts 16 in her hand

cries into the darkness :they'll never understand"

they see me smile and think its true

but wen the doors locked they dunno what i do

they see my scars but dunno what their from

how could these pplz be so blind, so dumb

my tears they spill outta my veins

my tears they wash away all my pains

and yet its not enuff im not satisfied

maybe itd be better if i died

in my hand i hold the bloody knife

in my hand i hold my whole life

the pills r starting to sink in

the knife is sinking into my skin

i feel so warm theres blood all over the floor

save me 4 i cant take this life ne more

theres total drakness then i see a light

i reach 4 it to make things right

i close my eyes and take one last breathe

then i slowly slip into my fate, my death

Tears,Blood, And Pain (Quotes form the broken hearted)
03:19 Mar 27 2006
Times Read: 517




once upon a time i was falling in love now i'm falling apart there's nothing left to say but you were a total waste of my heart





real eyes, realize, real lies





I would've waited around to hear you say "I love you", you would've loved to keep me waiting





*you were a total waste of my mascara*







Never make someone your everything... because when they leave, you've got nothing...





*You will never know how many of my tears have been lost over you*





:as long as hes happy: the smile on my face may not be real cuz im tryin so hard to hide the way that i feel the tears in my eyes that wont ever be cried ill keep pretending everythings ok on the outside cuz as long as hes happy ill say nothings wrong and as long as hes happy ima say im movin on ill just keep on smilin' as long as youre happy. -me





Do you love me? Or do you not? you told me once, but i forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you. Of all the guys I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you





Saying three words again and again but you can't hear them Showing you in so many ways but you can't see them Days in day out your so oblivious to it all I wish you could tell wish you could see that... I love you and always will







~*~sadness creeps over me like a powerful wave, washing away all that I love; and suddenly, I'm alone.~*~







I watched it happen in front of my eyes, trickery confusion, a few things I despise, It was played out in front of me, I didn't take the clue Now that you are gone, I don't know what to do, I'll sit aside watch you two, Pretend that I don't care But know that I do, I really will wait for you anywhere







Snow ball. I got my self a snow ball as perfect as could be! i thought i'll keep it as a pet and let it sleep with me, I made it some pajamas and a pillow for it's head. then last night it ran away, but first it wet my bed:(





Guys are like roses, Watch out for the pricks







Everynight what do I do? In my bed I think of you. I cry myself to sleep at night Then wake up and see the light. You don't love me, that's what I hear. So I lay in bed with a face full of tears. Loving you is so easy to do. So why can't you just love me too?





I'm not afraid of death, I'm not afraid of dying. I'm not afraid of heartbreak and I'm not afraid of crying. The only thing I fear of ever really comming true, is living this fearless life without you. **





(i didnt write those i found them and liked them)

Sometimes (i wonder)
02:57 Mar 27 2006
Times Read: 518

Sometimes i wonder how i even sleep wen im so cold

sometimes i wonder why i dont just do what im told

sometimes i wonder is theres ne one out there 4 me

sometimes i wonder how love could be?

sometimes i wonder if my heart skips a beat

sometimes i wonder if theres ne one 4 me to meet

sometimes i wonder why god ignores me please

sometimes i wonder how hes got my begging on my knees

sometimes i cry so late at nite

sometimes i feel as if nuttin will go right

sometimes i cut just to watch me bleed

sometimes i wonder if i even know what i need

sometimes i just breakdown

sometimes im so sad i cant even frown

sometimes i feel all alone

soemtimes i can feel my indsides truning to stone

sometimes his love gets so old

sometimes i wonder how i can sleep wen im so cold

let me (feel your love)
08:55 Mar 26 2006
Times Read: 519

look at me in the dakness and tell me im ur light

say that wen im with u everyhting is right

wrap ur arms and around me be my shelter form the storm

ur heart beats with mine and ur love keeps me warm

kiss me tenderly on the lips sweet is ur flavor

every love filled kiss iv ahved wit u i will always savor

let me feel ur love in my body thru my veins

take away my fears and take away from pain

i dont think i could last without you

w/o ur love what would i ever do?

whispher in my ear and tell me youll never leave

tell im ur lungs and w/o me u cant breathe

grab me and kiss me in the rain,

im ur sanity i keep u sane

im the feeling u get when u cant speak

ur the shaking feeling i get wen my knees go week

let me feel your love let it go thru my veins

let it wash away my fear and take away the pain

let me ahve the memories ill never 4get

plz just love me dont let me regret

let me moan as u move deep indise me

just love me like the way it was ment to be

let me fall sleep and dream in ur arms

keep away the nightmare take me outta harm

let out eyes meet and see into my soul

know that wen im w/o you im never completely whole

i wannalive for you in this life and enternity

i want to live for you as u live for me

just let me feel your love let it go thru my veins

let it wash away my fears and take away the pain

let me

just let me

let me feel you love



By Courtney =)

Burning Bright by Shinedown
18:01 Mar 25 2006
Times Read: 522

I feel like there is no need for conversation

Some questions are better left without a reason

And I would rather reveal myself than my situation

Now and then I consider, my hesitation

The more the light shines through me

I pretend to close my eyes

The more the dark consumes me

I pretend I'm burning, burning bright



I wonder if the things I did were just to be different

To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence

And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation

Here and now I'll express, my situation



[CHORUS (2)]



There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right

Such a cruel contradiction

I know I cross the lines its not easy to define

I'm born to indecision

There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose

With no particular rhyme or reason



[CHORUS (2)]

Stupid Girl by Cold
17:59 Mar 25 2006
Times Read: 523

"Stupid Girl"



Wanna love ya

Wanna bug ya

Wanna squeeze ya

Stupid girl



Wanna touch ya,

Wanna take ya,

Wanna shut ya,

Stupid girl.



I can't take this,

Born to break this.



She's going away,

(She's going away)

What's wrong with my life today?

She's going away,

(She's going away)

What's wrong with my life today?

Stupid girl, Stupid girl



I'm a loner,

I'm a loser,

I'm a winner,

In my mind.



I'm a bad one,

I'm a good one,

I'm a sick one,

With a smile.



I can't take this,

Born to break this.



She's going away,

(She's going away)

What's wrong with my life today?

She's going away,

(She's going away)

What's wrong with my life today?

Stupid girl, Stupid girl



[acoustic break]

Stupid girl, Stupid girl



(whoa)



She's going away,

(She's going away)

What's wrong with my life today?

She's going away,

(She's going away)

What's wrong with my life today?

Stupid girl, Stupid girl



[repeat chorus til end.]

Bother by Stone Sour
17:54 Mar 25 2006
Times Read: 524

Wish I was too dead to cry

My self-affliction fades

Stones to throw at my creator

Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on,

I won't let go 'til it bleeds



Wish I was too dead to care

If indeed I cared at all

Never had a voice to protest

So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason;

my flaws are open season

For this, I gave up trying

One good turn deserves my dying



You don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on,

I won't let go 'til it bleeds



[Solo: Corey]



Wish I'd died instead of lived

A zombie hides my face

Shell forgotten

with its memories

Diaries left

with cryptic entries



And you don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on,

I won't let go 'til it bleeds



You don't need to bother;

I don't need to be

I'll keep slipping farther

But once I hold on:

I'll never live down my deceit

the note
04:14 Mar 23 2006
Times Read: 526

the other day i was setting class

didt know what to do bored off my ass

i started to write u sumthing wen the teacher took the note

and to the class she read what i wrote

if u love me then leave her baby please

last nite u had me praying to god on my knees

i remember the last time i was in ur arms

dont wanna eveer leave that place that kept me from arm

i can feel my love for u everyday

or is it even love that makes me feel this way?

why did u leave me here on the cold hard floor?

evener since u left my life has been a bore

my heart stopped and hasnt beat

the tatse of ur lips 4 ever sweet

looked in my eyes to say that u did love me

and i thot we would 4 ever be

but u left me alone

my heart turned to stone

my lungs filled wit blood

got stuck in the mud

so plz baby remember wen u said always u were true

plz dont lie wen u say i love u!

the tearcher put down the note and looked me in the eye

i could tell she was tryin not to cry

i know how u feel she said

for i also have sumone running thru my head

i nodded then to me it did appeal

that feel this pain, the pain made me real

i stood up and faced everyone

lookin in thier aces made me wanna run

but i didnt i stood my ground

it was silent i didnt hear a sound

then i started to speak

my heart fluttered and my legs grew weak

this is for everyone who has ever been broken

eveyone in thier own blood soaken

everyone who was eveery sore

and thier heart tore

every one who ahd to 4get thier love

everytime theyd pray above

and everyone in that whole damn class

stood up, got off thier ass

we all gathered in a lil group to share

every moment we coul feel our heart tare

this is life i said to them

this is what lets us in

so then i smiled and grabbed the note

it was the last thing to my love i ever wrote

the lil boy
00:48 Mar 20 2006
Times Read: 527

i looked into ur eyes

and all i could do was sigh

yes i thot, this is it

but wen we kissed it tasted like shit

nuttin was there there was no click

afterwards i felt rather sick

ur eyes now heartless and cold

i knew that soon this would get old

u tried to seduce me

i thot it was funny

the way u tried to move in smoothly

and u ask me what i did see?

i saw a lil boy tryin to get a date

wishing inside he had one true mate

a lil boy sacred on the inside

a lil boy trying to hide

i had to laugh i had to smile

for this moment made it all worth while

so now u can stop tryin to get me in bed

stop messing wit my head

now i know ur lil game

and im not aksing u to change

just let the lil boy out

cant u hear him screm and shout?

he wants to love

he wants to hug

he wants to be wanted

thats y ur haunted

so wen i looked into ur eyes

all i did was sigh and sigh

i walked away from u that day

now lets keep it that way

i closed my eyes
05:55 Mar 18 2006
Times Read: 529

i close my eyes

1 2 3

ur no longer wit me

i close my eyes

4 5 6

in my throat the word sticks

i close my eyes

7 8 9

i seem to have 4got my line

i close my eyes

10 11 12

on this pain i seem to dewell

i close my eyes

13 14 15

my scars sum how remain unseen

i close my eyes

16 17 18

y cant i just say what i mean?

i close my eyes

19 20 21

slowly i pull out the gun

i close my eyes

22 23 24

i cant take thi life ne more

i close my eyes

25 26 27

maybe ill be better off in heavan

i close my eyes 28 29 30

wen my brauns blow out its so dirty

my eyes r closed

the time is done

killed wit a bullet

inside this gun

im free atlast

in a better place

4get the past

the tears on ur face

no more closing my eyes

no more pain

no more wen u die

sum say i am insane

my eyes r closed and im all done

free from life

thank u gun

id set here and bleed 4 ever
05:45 Mar 18 2006
Times Read: 530

id set here and bleed 4 ever just to make u see

that all i truly wish is 4 u to love me

i dont wanna ahve to lose my virginity

just to assure myself u wont leave

i dont wanna pretend ne more

i wish there was sum kinda cure

bc ur love is like poison

killing my slowly

i do believe that ive spent my life asleep until now

my eyes r wide open now

but i still cant feel ne thing but pain

id set here an bleed 4 ever just to hear y say

i love u courtney, dont u evenr change

4 uve spent a long time telling me what u think

that ive come to believe thats what i am to the world

my dead to society, nuttin but a scab

4 how can i be real wen im still in the past?

my heart it isnt beating and my love it isnt alive

took so much outta me just to stay by ur side

i stood up 4 u wen u needed it

made excusses and kept eveery promise

gave u unconditional love

just to watch u walk away and not even look back once

uncontrolable sadness dewells deep inside

scares me so bad that itll cause me to die

id bleed inside 4 ever just to be in ur arms

4 u to hold me once more and keep me

t never let me go

never break me again

i feel soo hard the fusrt time

that im still tryin to mend

ur out there in the world

wit a smile upon ur face

not even thinking of me

while im here wit u in my mind

how sad is this how can this be?

y r u so contoling?

i try to hate u but it does no good

so ill just set here and bleed hoping one day ull understand!

me and you
00:25 Mar 15 2006
Times Read: 531

i know right now ur really mad

but dont 4get all those good times we had

remember how i made u feel

wit every look my heart ud steal

i dont want u to 4get

and i pray to god ull never regret

me and you

and all we've been thru

dont u remember our first kiss?

theres so much stuff for u to miss

bc i always will

miss the way u made me feel

we cant go back bc its differant now

its like the curtain closed b4 u could bow

i wish i could start over a new

and make a whole new me and you

but i cnat and i know this

so i wont 4get our last kiss

it still lingers on my lips

ur fingers still dug into my hips

so wit all these memories we've went thru

ill 4ever remember me and you

keep
00:18 Mar 15 2006
Times Read: 532

i keep looking at what i cant have

keep reaching 4 what i cant grab

keep wishing 4 so much more

keep unlocking these closed doors

and i keep wnating u

keep knowing what ull do

keep missing u

and most of all i keep remembering what we went thru

i keep remembering the heartache

keep realizing my mistake

keep 4giving u in my head

keep crying every nite in bed

and i keep wanting u

keep knowing what ull do

keep missing u

and most of all i keep remembering all we've been thru

keep remembering the past

keep wishing that 4ever would have last

keep hoping one day ill 4get ur face

keep avoiding this loveless place

i guess ill just keep on trying

keep on crying

keep on dying

bc i keep wanting u

and most of all i keep holding on to u

never known u at all
00:12 Mar 15 2006
Times Read: 533

wish i would ahve never known u at all

wish i would have never gotten envolved

wish i would ahve never knew u at all

wish i hadnt gotten myself so far in

wish all this would cum to an end

wish so hard in my eye theres a tear

wishing u would just disappear

i wish so hard my words r raw

i wish i would have never known u at all

sumtimes i thot it was better off this way

sumtimes i thot it would turn out ok

but now i see it gettin worse

now i have to confront my one true curse

it was the day i said hi to you

i didnt know what i was gettin myself into

and now i do

and i feel so hard 4 you

now im so mad my love i shout

bc i now what u were all about

and it makes me so mad

wen i set to think if id never know u i woudlnt know sad

all i wanna say is stay away form me

i know now we were never ment to be

y coudlnt u make this easy?

i was only used

for u to be amused

left me so confused

now i ahte u so damn much

a slap replaces ur once tender touch

and thru all ive been thru and saw

i wish i would ahve never known u at all

the tears blood and pain of the world
00:04 Mar 15 2006
Times Read: 534

i can still feel this pain

these ppl make me insane

walking around goin no where

smile young beauty w/o a care

scarz on my arms and a broken heart

i can still remember the day i feel apart

pain in my neck blood runs down my shoulder

hold me close bc this world keeps getting colder

my lips they move but the words wont cum out

i feel like i need to scream or shout

reality is just a fucked up dream

i cant take it ne more im gunna scream

lock me away from all that is real

maybe locked away i wont be able to feel

feel this pain of my dying wish again

feel this pain that never wnats to end

thru all this pain

everything to lose nuttin to gain

all and we've gained today

doesnt matter tomorrow it fades away

all these tears left on my pillow sing of sorrow

and the blood assures ill live til tomorrow

all i can do is bleed
02:20 Mar 14 2006
Times Read: 535

thots running thru my mind

im running outta time

tryin to make this right

y cant i sleep tonite

living in this tomb

trying to fix this open wound

4 im bleeding all over the place

tears run down my face

bleeding all over the room

bleeding out this wound

my eyes they stay open bc i d w miss a thing

goin over the lyrics this song i sing

but u wont even glance my way

maybe ill die of love or just fade away

on my heart 4ever ur name

and after 2nite nuttin will be the same

living in this tomb

trying to fix this open wound

4 im bleeding all over the place

tears running down my face

bleeding all over the room

bleeding out this wound

my heart stops wen ur gone

everybodys moving but i cant just go on

bc im not the same w/o ur hand in mine

and our love is running out of time

srry i cant give u what u need

srry all i did was bleed

but im living in this tomb

trying to fix an open wound

bleeding all over the place

tears running down my face

trying to give u what u need

but all i can do is stand here and bleed

i know what its like ( when the pain last 4 ever)
02:07 Mar 14 2006
Times Read: 536

i know what its like to be left in the dark

to lose all hope wne stabbed in the heart

i know what its like to be left down wit dissappointment

i know what its like to not be able to say what u ment

i know what its like to feel the tear

i know what its like to wanna dissappear

i know what its like ot hate every day

i know what its like to slowly fade away

i know what its like and it hurts more then ever

sumtimes the pains never gone it last 4 ever

i know what its like ot be forgot

i know i heard every lie bought

i know what its like to be depressed

i know what its like to be totally stressed

i know what its like to not feel ne thing at all

i know what its like to rub ur skin raw

i know this pain and it hurts more then ever

sumtimes the pains never ending it last 4ever

i wish i didnt know how it felt

and wit this i dunno how i delt

but wit life cums sorrowful things all around

sumtimes u can cry w/o a sound

but i know the pain and suffering

yes 4 ive felt all these terrible things

i know what its like to hurt more then ever

and when the pain last 4 ever

to my dog Angel....love her soo much!!
01:54 Mar 14 2006
Times Read: 537

ur held so deply in my arms

id keep u away from pain and all the harms

i pet down ur soft black fur

your love seems to be my cure

i love u more then ne other

we're a family im ur mother

in ur deep black brown eyes

tier pure of love and non of painful cries

im so glad i have u

and i know if u could ud say i love u too

ur came to me 6 yrs ago

once i held u i never wnated to let u go

for in my heart ull always stay

even wen i go away

for u know id never leave you

even if i wanted to

for ur my heart, my life, my soul

w/o u im not whole

ur my better half wen by my side

under the covers we lay and hide

woudlnt let the rest of the world in

it was just me and youn once again

i wake up wit u by myside and i smile

but frown bc i know ill be gone in ahile

blessed r they who u ahve met

once they've seen u they'll never forget

i rock u gently and say good nite

i hug u and love u wit all my might

it shall be me and u 4 ever

always together

and is god shall ever take u away

i wont live another day

ill cum back to u and wrap u in my arms and heart

we've never ended since we've start!!

the shadow of love, the stalker of romance
01:47 Mar 13 2006
Times Read: 538

i could find ur face in the biggest crowd

i hear the words u say so loud

my heartbeats faster wen u walk by

even tho u dont say hi

even wen u never look my way

i still love u the same way

and its sad bc i know ive suken so low

to be destined to just ur shadow

couldnt u hear me wen i cried out ur name?

did it make u wonder y things rnt the same?

did u hear me slit ym wrist?

did u even bother to see the blood mist?

im sick of tryin so hard to impress you

im running outta ideas of what to do

i ask myself y i even stick around

wen everytime i talk u dont hear a sound

i could pour ed my heart out and all u could say

is leave me the fuck alone, go away

i cried every nite for days on in

knowing id never be the same again

so im walking away knees fealing weak

ill become silent no words i shall speak

bc id could talk ever

and ud care never

ive come to accept that fact

so lets just leave it at that







it was just a game to you

but to me it was so much more

every heatache eanred

my blood feel to the floor

so tell me that im perfect

its just a lil lie

tell me u ddint mean to hurt me

tell me not to cry

now i know y my mom laughed

wen i told her u were the one

now i know y everytime i hurt

all u did was run

wen i hear a sad love song

id think they were singing of me and you

and just like me

she didnt know what to do

ive tried to reason

ive tried to explain

but all u did was cause me

alot of heartache and pain

i knew it wasnt worth it

u wasnt worth a tear

but maybe if i pretented

those feelings would disappear

but they didnt and here i am

my backs against the wall

my heart still donest beat

i dont think i can love at all

u see my heart it still aches

from a love long ago

i dunno what to do

which way to go

w/o u i ahve no sense of direction

i thot id be better

but u were my protection

if my heart still hurts

then maybe it will stop

if i cut my writs tonite

and my blood will drop

draining me of my memrories

all my pain and ache

shall be washed away

with such a big mistake

so sick...story of my life
21:11 Mar 09 2006
Times Read: 540




Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I'm alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cuz you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(it's ridiculous)

It's been months

And for some reason I just

(can't get over us)

And I'm stronger than this

(enough is enough)

No more walkin round

With my head down

I'm so over being blue

Cryin over you



And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?



Gotta fix that calender I have

That's marked July 15th

Because since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be



That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing you were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?



(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Dont make me think about her smile

Or having my first child

I'm letting go

Turning off the radio



Cuz I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)



Said I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)



And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin she was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow

Why can't I turn off the radio?

(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Why can't I turn off the radio?

04:33 Mar 09 2006
Times Read: 541

cant u help me

tell me what to do

things r so messed up

and i still miss u

the balde stands to set me free

the more i cut the more i see

i cut once and things get better

cut again this ones much wetter

cut once more and i realse a breathe

y hasnt my pain yet left?

i grab a bottle take a pill

maybe this will help me not feel

my eyes r blurry as i cut into my vein

it works i no longer feel the pain

i smile as i slowly fade away

screw tomorrow i died today!







theres this empty feeling inside my gut

that never seems to fill up

i dunno how it got there or why

it started the nite u amde me cry

w/e i seem to cut it helps alot

but it never makes it fully stop

so im stuck here feeling sick

bc this pain decides to stick

why cant it just go away

is there a reason it decides to stay?

i think it could be caused by you

maybe the things u put me thru

i hate that u stopped lookin my way

u make me hate u everyday

u amke me sad and make me cry

i hate the smile u hide behind wen u lie

all the pmtiness is caused by pain

running thru my every vein

i wake up knowing ill regert the day

just know ur y i fel this way

all empty and sad

pissed off and mad

i wish ud just go away

i dont wanna feel this way







she grabs the pill bottle

runs to her room

takes 16

2 rid ehr wound

shes bleeding from the insde

a blood u cant see

bleeding all over

how can this be?

she cries everynite

she cant get to sleep

shakes so voilently

whenever she weeps

she cant help how she is

cant help shes this way

cant stop the pain

it kills her everyday

why was i born?!

she screams aloud

all her anger

bundled up like a cloud

the pills start to work

they start to sink in

she cries one last time

b4 she cums to an end







she grabs the knife

her world stands still

she wishes to no longer breathe or feel

she doesnt wanna hurt so much

doesnt wann remember his touch

cuts once its a lil better

cuts twice this ones much wetter

cuts 3 times her problems r done

the next day rises the sun

mother cums in and find her note

the very last thing she ever wrote

the note the mother read

and this is what it said:

if ur reading this then i am gone

plz dont cry just try to move on

4 i am peaceful atlast

now im nothing but ur past

couldnt take this life ne more

couldnt hide behind closed doors

couldnt stand to cry everynite

i coudlnt pretend things were alrite

so plz just burry me in the ground

dont look back or turn around

the mother grabs the knife and kills herself too

and b4 she fades away she says "i died for you"







IM NOT SUICIDAL I JUST LIKE WRITTING SAD POEMS BOUT HEARTACHE OR DEAPTH! *WINKS*

03:35 Mar 09 2006
Times Read: 543

ONE DAY ILL FORGET EVERY BREATHE WE TOOK TOGETHER



BOYS R LIKE BATHROOM STALLS, THIER EITHER EMPTY OR FULL FO CRAP



BOYS R LIKE PENNIES, TWO FACED AND WORTHLESS



U SAID UD DIE FOR ME, NOW THAT WE'RE OVER I THINK US HOUDL KEEP UR PROMISE



LOVE IS THE SLOWEST FORM OF SUICIDE



LOVE LIKE UVE NEVER BEEN HURT, HURT LIKE UVE NEVER BEEN LOVED



CAN A HEART STILL BREAK IF ITS NO LONGER BEATING?



A HEART IS LIKE ABROKEN MIRROR, BETTER TO LEFT BROKEN THEN TO CUT URSELF PICKING UP ALL THE LIL PIECES



U BROKE MY HEART BUT I STILL LOVE U WITH ALL THE LIL PIECES OF IT



THE HARDEST WAY TO MISS SUM ONE IS TO BE STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO THEM AND KNOW U CANT HAVE THEM



ok these r just random off the top of my head quotes...they mean nothing....not a damn thing!

ill forget...eventually
03:31 Mar 09 2006
Times Read: 544

i look at you but ur not looking back, how can this be? i loved u but ur not lovong back, whats wrong wit me? i hugged u deeply in my arms and its like u didnt even feel a thing, i traeted like u were my whole world, u were my king, i watched u slowly walk away, and i ran after u, but wen i walked away, wth did u do?, u watch me leave and even smiled, say id be back in a lil while, but didnt cum back,no not for you, i still wonder if it was the right thing to do, now i look at u and ur wit her, i think bout suicide but even more bout murder, i thot i hated u but its so hard to do, wen once i was head over heals for u, ur in my dreams as i slumber thru the nite, one day i pray this will all turn out alright, and i know its so hard to forget, bc i admit to myself im not over u yet, maybe this will end in another heartache, amybe this is one big mistake, but if worse cums to worse i guess i could say, atleast i tried to stop him form wlaking away, so then i wouldnt have to regret, and i could finally forget!

heartbroken
03:24 Mar 09 2006
Times Read: 545

You Loved...



I Loved...,



You wanted trust...



I gave you trust...,



You swore...



I believed...,



You Lied...



I found out...,



You CHEATED...



And my Heart and Soul was bleeding.

why cant i 4get the past??
03:17 Mar 09 2006
Times Read: 546

i found one of ur notes the other day

& as i read it the world faded away

my tears feel down and staind the ink

and thats when i started to think

i thot bout our good times even tho sum were bad

thot bout our smiles and it made me sad

i couldnt stand to be in ur arms bc itd never stay

i knew that sumday id say goodbye and ud fade away

yet im still here thinking of the past

im trying to figure out why we couldnt last

every convo that made me cry

every word that made me die

and yet i still find myself living in the past y wont it go away

i can still feel the tears form wen i cried myself to sleep the other day

bc i dont wanna remember you

but its so hard not to do

bc for 7 months u were my life

thru the pain,suffering, and the knife

and i loved being ur gurl

u were my whole world

and the day came wen i had to leave

my words were harsh and i coudlnt breathe

i cried myself to sleep 4 months on in

knowing id never be able to cum back again

i thot the single life would be grand

but i found myself sinking in quick sand

and i lost so much love 4 everything

everyday our song id sing

but im so sick of love songs and tears

i wish all the love would just dissappear

so i lay down on the cold earth and pray

that sum how ill get thru today....