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You love my eyes,

with the bright look in them.



The eyes of rage,

filled with hate & anger.



You love my beauty,

with the glow in my skin.



The glow of hell,

beauty cursed for enternity.



You say I'm an angel,

with love so strong.



I'm an angel of hell,

loving the darkness & pain.



Yet this is part,

part of my life.



Want to know,

know the rest.



I'll tell you,

since I love you.



You see my pain as a curse,

I see my pain as a joy.



You see my hurt as sadness,

I see my hurt as happiness.



You blame me for everything,

I thank you for blaming me.



But let me say,

say this to you.



You hate me,

I could care less.



You want to fight me,

I'll come out the winner.



You curse me,

I'll take it with a bow.



You think I'm yours,

I say think again.



You may have my heart,

but hell has my soul.

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angelkiller
02:36 Jul 06 2008

i like it and it seems like its me as well ^_^ love it more likely

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Somewhere between our passion and conversation

We lost the connection from our past.

You responded to me less, I doubted you more,

The signs were there it couldn't last.



Desire's urging couldn't sustain us,

What I tried to convey wasn't getting through.

But the hardest to deal with was my aching heart,

Knowing in the end my love wasn't enough for you.



After two years of trying to hold it together

Our destinies worked twice as hard to tear us apart.

With my actions I seemed to quietly admit defeat,

Yet the screaming to salvage us came from my heart.



Others were stealing from me your time,

Your so-called friends robbing me of what should be mine.

When I lie in bed staring into empty space,

There are images that cloud my mind that aren't easily erased.



You accused me of being selfish,

Only concerned about what mattered to me.

Yet, you seemed to live only to satisfy yourself.

Why is it that fact you seemed not to see?



Some question marks in my head were warranted,

Others came from the secrets and the lies.

As time went on, I wished for your absence;

It was the days you appeared, disappointing me, that I dispised.



Now the embraces we share are cordial,

The emotions once arousing are now dull and dry.

Your complacency has affected my attitude.

So when the rest of my feelings for you die?



You're definitely not the one you seemed to be at first,

Those days when you were giving our love a try.

You've succeeded in pushing me away this time,

Making it easier to say goodbye.



From the internet.... by C A Webb

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vampirefreak01
18:30 Jun 26 2008

Awsome Pome Sis!!

Love ya!!!

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Forgive me,

for hurting myself.



Forgive me,

for crying inside.



Never showing you,

all my pain.



I love you,

but its not enough.



I have failed,

failed my love.



My heart is yours,

but crying forgiveness.



I tried,

to take my hurt away.



But I'm bleeding,

help me forgive myself.



Everything fading,

I know I'm going.



Please forgive me,

for hurting you.



Please forgive me,

for leaving you.



Please forgive me,

for not saying I love you.



Please,

forgive me.....

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vampirefreak01
18:31 Jun 26 2008

Every Good!!

Love ya!!

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